Listen To Your Heart ~ Book One.

Payback part 1

(The biggest concerns of course, was whether or not Billie would end up pregnant and what Claudia and David planned to do with the video Claudia had made of them. Would they put it on the Internet, as payback? There was nothing...yet.)

(Finneas had tried to call Claudia, with no results. Billie was to upset to talk to anyone. She was in her room crying. Hours after Finneas had apologized to both her and their parents and had promised that it would never happen again. Her mother goes into her room to talk to her.)

"Billie?"

"Please...leave me alone, Mom."

"Billie. Have you tried calling David again?"

"Twice...but I don't expect to hear back from him, Mom. I mean...what the hell am I supposed to say to him? I fucked my own brother! Once he sees that video, he'll hate me forever. I don't blame him."

"Do you love him, Billie?"

"Yes...but I don't think he'll forgive me."

"Well...my advice to you is...words over a phone won't be enough. You're going to have to talk to him face to face, Billie."

"But...what if he refuses to see me?"

"Then you keep trying. Until he listens...but you have to at least try."

(Billie calls David again. He glances at his phone as it rings. For a moment he contemplated answering the phone but decides not to. He had no idea what to say to Billie. Billie leaves another voice message, telling him her mistake was unforgivable, and that she had fucked up, but most of all she told him that she loved him, and she was sorry...so very sorry...and she hoped he would find it in his heart to forgive her someday. If not, she would understand. Billie lays back on her bed and sighs. She didn't expect David to forgive her. 'Why should he?'... she thinks. Claudia was right. She had wanted her brother to fuck her. In a weird way...she knew what her and her brother had done was wrong, so very wrong...but what her and her brother had done was far worse than her and David being together. No matter what anyone said, she didn't care anymore. She needed David in her life. She didn't know how, and there were times when they drove one another crazy...but he somehow balanced Billie's chaotic life out, and she loved him for that.)

(Hours later, David picks up Claudia on his red and white striped Harley.)

"Hi...you miss me?" Claudia asks.

"After seeing that video. I'm not sure what to think." (I reply.)

"That's an understatement...but did you miss me?"

"Well...we never did finish that kiss we almost started on the carousel."

(Claudia steps closer to David, and puts her arms around his neck, as he wraps his arms around her slender waist, and pulls her against him...as they share their first kiss.)

"Hmm....we're going to have to work on that a bit." (Claudia pouts.)

"Oh really?

"Yea."

(I climb onto the motorcycle and start it. Claudia climbs on back and wraps her arms around my waist. As we leave the airport.)

(Along the way to David's apartment she reaches her hand into the top of his jeans and begins rubbing his shaft. David was tempted to stop her, on Billie's account, but after seeing the video of Billie and Finneas he wasn't sure if he should give a fuck about Billie's feelings anymore. He got his answer by the time they get back to his apartment loft.)

(By the time they got inside, Claudia had him rock hard. He wasted no time carrying her over to his bed. He goes to remove her shorts, but to his surprise, Claudia stops him.)

"No." (She breathes into his ear.)"If you want me, then you have to finish the game."

"Game?"

"The shower game."

"Oh...right."