Listen To Your Heart ~ Book One.

Dear Diary part 2

'My brother kissed my lips for the first time...ever. It should've felt wrong...or even gross...but it didn't...it felt so right. We spent the night kissing and grinding against one another, but we both know that we can't fuck. That could lead to unwanted consequences, and I doubt my parents would understand our love and desire for one another. I also worry about David. I invited him on this tour, and for what? To break his heart? No... I cannot do that, because I love him too...but I love my brother as well.'

'Dear Diary...A totally fucked up day for me!! David and I appeared on the Ellen show together. Everything was going great, until Ellen asked us about our relationship status. I played it cool, like a true professional...but David let's himself get baited by Ellen and practically admits on nationwide television that he loves me. Damn him!! If he would've kept his mouth shut for a change! Him and I are going to have words about this shit!'

'Found David outside in pouring rain and wind. After helping him out of his wet clothes and into bed, I held him to keep him warm. That turned out to be an error in judgment perhaps, because we ended up fucking one another like crazy. I'm not saying that I didn't want him inside me, and I missed being in his arms...but there was a reason why I suggested the 'no sex' part to my manager. It's because I've stopped taking my birth control pills. I want to have a baby, but I can't decide to who. I have feelings for David...but I can't get the thought of my brother's kisses off of my mind.'

'Dear diary...I had an argument with David involving Needle Dick. David asked me to look him in the eye and tell him that I loved him. I couldn't do it. What the fuck is wrong with me? I've got a guy who loves me. I can see it in his eyes, but yet I can't tell him that I love him as well. Is it because I want my brother more?'

'David and I slowed danced together. It was so romantic. Then he kissed me goodbye and told me that he'd always love me. Why the fuck does he continue to love me for? I keep pushing him away, and yet he continues to show me again and again how much he loves me. I love him as well, but I'm more confused than ever. I love David, I can't keep denying what my heart feels...but I still can't forget how badly I want my brother as well.'

'Dear diary...'David has won his paternity case against the mystery woman and has gone back to Philadelphia. The woman posted on-line how she was paid to lie by Needle Dick and my brother Finneas. I don't believe a word of that shit. On my way to Claudia's and my brother's house to ask him about it.'

'OH MY GOD! OH MY GOD! It finally happened! My brother and I FUCKED! We shouldn't have done it! We both knew it was wrong, but it felt SOOOO good having my brother's cock inside me! I swear I felt lightening shoot thru my veins, when he sucked on my big boobs, and kissed my lips. Seeing his manhood hang before me, brought back memories of how I sucked his cock on his eighteenth birthday! Feeling his cock slide into my tight pussy was a dream come true! I moaned again and again as his cock pounded my ass and pussy into submission! We kissed and fucked again and again. He fucked me so hard the bed board left mark's in the wall. I felt so overwhelmed as he came inside me! One orgasm after another! I LOVE MY BROTHER'S COCK!'