Because it feels Good?

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(I rest my chin on my hand as I sit there and stare at Billie.)

"Why? Why are you sorry?"

"I didn't do it to hurt you. Alright? What the fuck do you want me to say?"

(I shrug.)"It felt good, so you did it. So why apologize?"

(Billie gets up out of her chair.) "I'm not going to sit here and take this shit from you!"

(She goes to walk by me, but I grab her elbow.)

"What if I were to tell you that I'd be okay with you fucking your brother? Whenever you want."

"WHAT!?...no... you're not serious...are you?"

"You fucked your brother, because it felt good. I fucked Claudia, because it felt good. The two of you continue doing it, and so will Claudia and me."

"So, you're saying that you don't love me anymore. That I'm just a piece of ass to you now?"

"Does your brother love Claudia? Did you love me whenever the two of you fucked?"

"Damn it...I do love you. Okay? And I see the way you look at me now, and it hurts me! Because you're not looking at me the way you used too!"

"Gee...I wonder why? Answer some questions for me. During your recent tour, we didn't spend any time together for four months. Who kept your night terrors away then? Your brother?"

"Yes." (She whispers.)

"Were you fucking one another then?"

"No. We kissed...and... cuddled together. Us fucking one another is just something that had been building between us for years. It... just finally came to the surface."

"Ah...so in other words you lied to me."

"I never lied to you."

"Really? You said before that the reason why we didn't spend any time together was because you were busy doing tour stuff."

"I WAS!"

"Yet...not too busy to kiss and cuddle with your own brother?"

(She hangs her head.)

"Do me a favor...next damn time just leave me up on the roof in the pouring rain, at least I'd be dead now."

(I start walking away, but she grabs my arm.)

"No!... uh-uh...you're not walking away from this shit yet! I stood here and let you vent your frustrations at me. So now you're going to listen to me!"

"Aw...and what frustrations could you possibly have? Your brother's little wiener didn't satisfy you? The way you were screaming in that video, you had me fooled! Oh God! Oh God! Fuck me, Finneas! Fuck me! I love cock!"

(Billie slaps my mouth.)"YOU SON OF A BITCH! YOU HAVE GOT TO BE THE MOST STUBBORN ASS MOTHERFUCKER THAT I'VE EVER MEANT!"

"What the hell do you want from me, Billie? I gave you my heart...and you and your brother ran it thru a shredder. I won't make that mistake again."

(Billie could hear her mother's words echoing in her head...'You have to at least try.' She steps closer to me, and puts both her arms around my waist, and pulls me close. I try to push her away.)

"No. Don't push me away. You asked me to look you in the eyes, when we were in the elevator together. Now you're going to hold eye contact with me."

"What?" (I ask. Trying hard not to look at the top of her cleavage, which wasn't easy to ignore.)

"Why are you looking at my breasts? Have you missed them?" (She asks playfully.)

"No."

(She lets go of me, and slowly unbuttons her top, exposing more of her big breasts.)

"Are you sure?" (She grabs her breasts and pushes them up

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"Are you sure?" (She grabs her breasts and pushes them up. I feel my cock get erect. She notices.)

"Part of you still misses me." (She smiles.)

(I wanted to tear her blouse off and fuck her all day long... but I couldn't get past her betrayal.)

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