Listen To Your Heart ~ Book One.

At the Beach

"Is it my turn to fuck you now? Or do I need to schedule an appointment thru your brother?"

"Damn you! I'm trying to apologize, and you keep throwing walls up! I'm here now, because I love you. There's obviously still something between us to make your cock get hard. Are you going to deny that?"

"Hormones?"

"David...don't you love me anymore?"

"That's the problem, Billie...I did. Look what I got in return. You should contact your brother; tell them we'll meet them in Ocean City. Probably in six hours?"

(Billie looks at me with tears in her eyes.)"Tell me what I have to do, to get your heart back...and I'll do it. I'll suck your cock right now if I have too."

(I gently take Billie's face in my hands and brush away her tears. Then I tilt her lips up towards mine. She closes her eyes, I quickly kiss her forehead instead, and let go of her.)

"No thanks."

"WHAT THE FUCK YOU WANT FROM ME!?" (She yells.)

"What are you asking me for? If it feels good..., do it!"

(I walk away, into the bedroom and start packing a duffel bag. Billie watches me for awhile, as she wipes tears from her eyes, then she walks into my living room, and grabs her duffel bag. We pack our stuff and leave hours later, on my Harley. Neither of us talked along the way. Almost six hours later, we're in Ocean City, Maryland. We pull up to the beach house, and park in the back. Claudia comes out, wearing a white bikini, from the beach house next door, and walks over to greet us. I wanted to grab her, and fuck her so badly, her ass looked so fine! Billie climbs off the bike, and removes her helmet, and shoves it roughly into my hands, then turns and stomps away. She gives Claudia a quick hug, then goes into their beach house. Claudia looks at me.)

"What happened?"

"She wants my heart back...I'm not ready to trust her with it again...you know?"

"Because of me?"

"I do have feelings for you, Claudia...I won't deny that...but I'm not sure of me and Billie. I don't trust her."

"David...Finneas wants to talk to you."

"What did I do wrong this time?"

"David...at least listen to what he has to say...okay...for me?"

"That's blackmail...you realize that?"

"Is that a, yes?"

"For you...anything."

"Does that include giving Billie another chance?"

"And have my heart shredded again?"

"You said anything."

"I don't trust her Claudia. Do you trust Finneas?"

"I...no, I don't."

"That's what I thought."

"David...I left so you and Billie could work things out. Please don't make it more difficult. She needs you. You balance one another out."

"What about us? Don't we balance one another out?"

"You know I can't answer that."

"Yea...I know." (We briefly lock eyes, then she blushes and looks away. I go into my beach house and toss my bag on the floor. I look around and sigh.)

"What the hell am I doing here?" (I mutter.)

(I take a shower and change into a pair of shorts and a tee shirt. I grab a six pack of beer from out of the fridge and walk out the back door towards the edge of the beach, after grabbing a fold up chair. I pop open the beer and lay back and stare at the clouds in the sky.)