Listen To Your Heart ~ Book One.

A Cry for Help

"I thought something had happened to you! I thought...I thought..."(Tears run down Billie's cheeks, as she throws her arms around my waist.)

"You were worried about me?"

(Billie nods her head yes. I give her a hug and hold her for a while.)

"You're an asshole for making me worry about you like that."

"An asshole? Oh...I'm in a lot of trouble if I'm an asshole. That goes against my teacher's saying."

"What teacher?"

"A wise man once told me. Tis better to be a smart ass then a dumb shit."

(Billie turns her head away, then looks up at me smiling, as she smacks my arm.)

"Stop it! You are a smartass!"

"Yea...I know. Get some rest. I'll join you as soon as I'm finished here."

(I finish nailing the board in place and turn around. Billie is standing behind me, totally nude. She removes my t-shirt and unbuttons my pants. She takes me by the hand and guides me towards the king size bed. We hold one another as the wind blows and the house shakes around us. Billie tilts her head up and brushes her lips against my neck and begins kissing my cheek as our lips meet. We kiss slowly...passionately, as she grinds against me. I pull her tight against me and kiss her neck and massage her breast as she moans softly. She reaches into my shorts and begins rubbing my shaft.)

"I want this." (She moans.)

"You have got to be the kinkiest girl I've ever meant. Asking for sex during a bad storm."

(I begin gently licking her breast.)

"Oh God. Oh yes. I've missed this. Hmmmm. OHHH FINNEAS!"

(I freeze. Who the fuck did she just call me? Finneas?)

(I lock eyes with Billie.)

"Hey. What'd you stop for?" she asks.

(I suddenly roll her over onto her back and pull my pants down, as I ram into her.)

"Hey! Not so rough!"

"Don't you want it rough, sis? Don't you want me fucking you hard?"

"Sis? What the fuck are you..."

(Suddenly it dawns on Billie what she had said.)

"Oh my God. David I'm so..."

"SHUT THE FUCK UP! You want fucked roughly by your brother? You like getting gang-banged by three guys? I'll fuck you hard like your brother did! I'll rape you again and again!"

"No! Stop it! Get off me! You're hurting me!"

"Who cares? As long as you have your brother's cock inside you. As long as your pussy gets pounded, who cares who you hurt?"

"GET THE FUCK OFF ME! YOU'LL HURT THE BABY!"

(At the mention of the baby, I snap back to reality, as I let Billie go. I begin putting my clothes back on, as Billie lays on the bed panting.)

"What the fuck's wrong with you? You could've hurt our baby!"

"It's not my baby...it's your brother's."

"You got the results of your D.N.A. test back?"

"No."

"Then how do you..."

"Just shut the fuck up, Billie...okay? I'm done."

(I gather my bags together. Billie jumps off the bed and tries to grab my arm. I keep pushing her away.)

"I'M TRYING TO FUCKING APOLOGIZE!"

"I DON'T WANT YOUR FUCKIN' APOLOGY, BILLIE! Do you understand that? That's all I get from you. You fantasize about your brother, then you apologize. Then you fantasize about your brother some more, then you apologize again! How many times before it fuckin' stops?"

"I DON'T KNOW! I NEED HELP!"

"I thought you were supposed to start therapy after you got out of the hospital?"