Breakdown

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"This...this is what the fuck I'm trying to talk to you about! I can't love you. I can't care for you or the baby. Because it seems no matter what I do...we always end up arguing about something....and I'm done...okay? I'm done arguing with you. My faults get put under a spotlight! Your brother's? Free pass! What the fuck is that shit?"

"We've had arguments before...haven't we? We worked them out, because we love and care about one another! Why the fuck do you think I'm here for now? I'm here because I love you!"

"And where was that love when it came to giving me a chance to explain? Where was it, when you smashed your engagement ring? Or fucked up my bike? Where was it when you smashed that music box?"

"I said I was paying to get that stuff fixed! Maybe if you wouldn't have left Claudia kiss your cheek, this shit wouldn't be happening now!"

"I didn't ask Claudia to kiss me...okay?"

"But why did she kiss you, David? Why? Her and Finneas are back together. You and I are getting along great, or so I thought we were?"

"WE WERE! Until I do something wrong. Then it's look what David did wrong!"

"So that's our problem? You think I treat people unfairly?"

"What punishment did your brother get for setting me up? Oh, that's right! You let him fuck you."

"I chose you, damn it! Why the fuck do you think we're engaged for? I chose you. You need to decide who you want to be with, because I can't take any more of this back-and-forth shit!"

"I DON'T FUCKING KNOW! Okay? It's like...it's easier for me to be around Claudia, then it is you. When I'm around you, it's like...I feel like I'm walking in a minefield sometimes. I have to be extra careful with everything I do or say!"

"You've known this shit, before we ever meant! I told you that since I was a celebrity, everything I say and do is under a constant spotlight...and NOW you decide to tell me that being with me is problematic for you, David? Why the fuck didn't you tell me this before you came out to California in the first place?"

"Let me ask you something. In your honest opinion, do I fit into your world, Billie?"

"Of course, you don't! Did you ever think that might be why I love you? Because you're someone who will give me your honest opinion of stuff?"

"No... I don't mean my opinion of things. I mean...you've said yourself. You're as rich as fuck. Do you truly feel that an average guy like me fits into your world of luxury?"

"So, you're saying you fit into Claudia's world better than you do mine?"

"I feel like I do...yea. You wear Gucci. I'm used to wearing t-shirts and blue jeans that you can buy at Walmart."

"Claudia wears fancy clothes as well. So why am I being judged?"

"I'm not trying to judge you. I'm just asking. Would you be just as happy, living in a rundown mobile home. As you would living in some mansion?"

"As long as I'm with someone who loves me. Yes."

"Really?"

"You've seen my bedroom! It's not exactly huge. Quit changing the subject!"

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