Listen To Your Heart ~ Book One.

Dr. Full of Bull Part 2/ Bullshit

"I told her all about you."

"And.... you told her about our age difference?"

"Yes."

"I see. Anything else I should know about?"

"Well, I did kind of mention the sex and all..."

(I stare at Billie. 'He's gonna be mad.' she thinks. To her surprise, I start laughing.)

"Oh Lord. I'm gonna get committed for sure now."

(We arrive at her therapist. She greets us both as we sit down.)

"So, you're David. Billie has told me all about you."

(I look at Billie.)"Yea, so I've been told. Sorry if she under exaggerated about the sex parts though. She fucks like a crazed ferret."

(Billie blushes red. Her therapist clears her throat and adjusts her glasses.)

"So, I must ask. Billy has told me how you two meant. My question is.... what's in it for you?"

"Excuse me?"

"Well, you haven't asked her for money or other things for saving her life. So, I'm asking, in your opinion. Are you using Billie for sex as your reward for saving her?"

(I look at Billie.)"I... wait. Is that what this meeting is really about? You think I'm only using you for sex?"

"No."

"Are you? Please keep in mind that I'm only asking this because I'm concerned for Billie's safety. I'm not accusing you of anything."

"Bullshit."

"Bullshit?"

"Yea, that's right. Total and complete bullshit. You're worried about Billie's safety? She's the one who invited me here to help with her night terrors. So, if I'm so dangerous, why did she invite me here?"

"Why are you answering my question with a question?"

(Sighs)"No. I am not using Billie for sex."

"Yet you've had sex with her both times you've meant. Why is that?"

"Gee, I don't know. Maybe it's because I'm in love with her? Maybe she enjoys my big cock?"

"Is she in love with you?"

"To my knowledge... no, she's not."

"So, you don't view that as a problem between the two of you? You're in love with her, but she's not in love with you?"

"Yea. Yea, it's an issue, but I'm not going to force her into anything."

"Are there any other issues you think you and Billie should discuss?"

"I... don't want to start an argument with Billie."

"How do you feel about the other men Billie spends time with?"

"Other... men?"

"Yes. She has male rappers tour with her. She was in a relationship not long ago with rappers Triple X, Brandon Q and Needle Dick and others. She does videos with other guys. Does this bother you?"

"No. It doesn't."

"Are you sure? If it does, now is the time for you and Billie to talk about it. Before things go any further between the two of you. I'm only trying to help."

"Thanks for your offer, but I handle my own problems."

"I see. Billie, was there anything you needed to talk about?"

"I'm only friends with those other guys, David."

"Aren't you and David only friends, Billie?"

"Well.... yes... we are... but..."

"And weren't you in love with triple X? You said you did numerous tributes to him at your concerts."

"Yes. I did, but that was because he died."

"And what are your feelings for Brandon Q or Needle Dick or Matthew?"

"I care for them as well. We're close friends."

"Are your feelings for David the same as these other guys? Or are they different?"