The Walking Dead One Shots

Forbidden * || R.G. (Englisch)

Hallihallo<3

Als kleine Entschuldigung für meine längere Abwesenheit ist der OneShot im XXL Format ;) Die Anfrage war von einer lieben Freundin und deswegen hab ich es auf Englisch geschrieben. Ich hoffe, dass ihr trotzdem viel Spaß beim lesen habt und ich setzte mich in der Zwischenzeit an einen neuen OneShot <3

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I push the door from the bathroom shut and lock it. Shivering, I slide down the door and pull my legs in front of my chest. I can still hear him raging in our bedroom and how he's smashing a lamp against a wall.

I close my eyes and take a deep breath to suppress my trembling. There are better days and worse days with my boyfriend and today seems to be one of those worse days. A much worse one.

I couldn't even tell what I did to make him angry, but when I got home and saw him in the bedroom, all tense and face contorted with rage, I knew I must have done something to make him angry.

Before I could stumble backwards out of the room, he grabbed me by the hair and dragged me to the bed. By some miracle that cost me some of my hair strands, however, I was able to free myself from his fist and ran as fast as I could to the bathroom because that's the only room in our house that still has a lock. Shawn has dismantled all the others.

Things start to quiet down in the bedroom, which also calms me down, and when I hear him drop the front door into the lock, I slowly venture out of the bathroom. I look out the kitchen window and see him walking deadpan toward the gate, which separates our Alexandria from the Walkers. He doesn't even look back over his shoulder as he grabs his best friend's arm on the way and points to the gate.

Knowing Shawn, he must be taking his anger out on some Walkers now because I got away from him. As I see the gate being pulled shut behind him, I can finally breathe a sigh of relief.It's not that I don't love him. I do, it's only on his bad days that I think about what it would be like if we weren't together.

But then he's back to being the loving trophy boyfriend and I take the bad days for the good.Once again, I take a deep breath and then walk out myself.

I need a few minutes in the fresh air to deal with Shawn later, although he's usually in a much better mood after killing Walkers.

The last few days the sun has taken no pity on us and I'm already starting to sweat as I walk down just the 3 flights of stairs that lead to the street.

Immediately my eyes fall on a young woman walking towards a house that stands at the other end of the street.

She is part of the group that recently joined us and now lives here with us. I have already talked to some of the members of the group and I feel much better because they know what they are doing.

I have only been outside the gate a few times and can probably just about defend myself. But this group has been through hell and arrived here alive. They know what to do outside and I believe they will be a valuable part of Alexandria.

I watch her until she disappears into the house and then slowly walk in that direction.My eyes wander to the houses that have been assigned to them as the door of the one on the right is pushed open.

I stop and stare at him. I haven't been able to remember the names of everyone else yet, but Rick is burned into my mind.I stare at him openly because he looks completely different than he did before. When he arrived here, his hair was longer and his beard looked like it had been neglected for months.

Now he is shaved and has clean clothes on. I have to admit that I thought he was handsome even when he took his first steps in Alexandria, completely filthy.