𝑭𝒍𝒐𝒘𝒆𝒓 𝑭𝒊𝒆𝒍𝒅𝒔 - 𝓜𝓲𝓷𝓼𝓾𝓷𝓰

𝓒𝓱; 68 𝓦𝓲𝓼𝓱 𝔂𝓸𝓾 𝓫𝓪𝓬𝓴

Jisung appeared from behind Minho, smiling brightly as he wrapped his arms around him. A sea of flowers engulfed them. Minho reached his hand on top of his head to find what Jisung placed on him. "A flower crown?" He grinned while observing the beautiful wreath of flowers Jisung braided together. Jisung leaned on top of his shoulder, watching him from behind. "What do you think? It suits you. You look beautiful in it." 

"And you look more approachable," he said, erupting in laughter when Minho tackled him to the ground, attacking him with tickles. "What do you mean by that, huh?" Minho rose his head, secretly enjoying the laughter escaping from the male's mouth. Jisung tried to roll himself up so Minho couldn't reach anymore. "Nothing, short temper." 

"Fine, you got me there," Minho admitted, retreating from the other's torture. Jisung reached up and pecked his lips. "I still love you, though." Minho didn't know where to look for a second as a grin sneaked up on him, his cheek flushing red slightly. As Jisung attempted to crawl back up, his eyes widened with surprise when the other pulled him down again, both hitting the grass. 

Jisung found this his chance to snuggle on top of Minho's chest, Minho embracing him while both looked at the sky. "This is more comfortable," Jisung muttered. His eyes began to feel heavy to the point he struggled to keep them open, eventually giving in to the sleep, pulling him into its grasp. 

Minho closed his eyes as well, exhaling as he caressed his boyfriend until hearing almost soundless gasps. He looked down. Good, he is sleeping. Minho shifted in a slightly more comfortable position and he too drifted off, holding Jisung close to him. 

Jisung looked down at the place he sat down, tracing his hand over the grass. This is where it happened. The memory of him and Minho. He could still hear the laughter. He could still feel the sensation of the ground he and Minho laid on while he snuggled on top of him. 

A tear fell down. Now there is no one. He looked at the night sky, gazing at its stars. 

"God, what am I supposed to do?" he faltered, his breath getting unsteady, hiding his face into his hands. Soon the air was filled with Jisung's cries. Everything felt so empty without him by his side. Hopelessness washed over him, defeat. "I just miss him. Please, give him back. I need him. I want my Love back..." His voice drowned in the silence as his weeping got louder as time passed by. 

The next morning he went to the hospital. There he saw Minho, looking out the window. Jisung sat down beside him. Ignoring his own pain, he held Minho's hands in his. "Hey, Love." 

His eyes kept staring out the window soullessly. Though Minho sat right next to Jisung, he felt so distant. It's like his hold no longer deemed as there. Tears were threatening to fall again but he knew he had to stay strong in front of him. For Minho. No matter how much agony it brought him. 

The visit passed and Jisung dragged his body across streets and blocks. Not sure where he'd end up at first. Until he ended up at a familiar place. Felix's house. He rang the doorbell and the door opened, revealing a worried Felix, pulling him in his arms immediately. Seungmin was there too. It took only a moment for Jisung to break down again. He told them everything. He couldn't bear it anymore. 

"I don't know what to do.." Jisung breathed out between hiccups as Seungmin closes him in with a hug. "Let it all out, Jisung. You have had enough with the strong facade." Seungmin comforted him, caressing the other's back. "He's right, Ji. It's okay if you can't stay strong all the time." Felix continued. "You're allowed to be vulnerable, you know?" 

"I'm sorry for not telling you. I should have trusted you. You are my best friends." 

Jisung calmed down, his breath still wavering a bit. 

"No," Felix shook his head. "You have your own reasons. Seungmin and I respect your boundaries. Just know you can lean on us, yeah?" 

"You can tell us anything, Jisung. We're here for you whenever you need us." Seungmin stated. 

"Why don't you stay over with Minnie and me? You can spend the night here. We can watch movies, eat popcorn and indulge ourselves in ice cream?" Felix offered, trying to get Jisung excited. And it worked cause Jisung smiled. "You know I can't say no to movies and food." he responded. 

"Thank you." Jisung finished. "You're always welcome here, just come to us." Felix reassured. And so, they spent the rest of their day together, eating, watching movies, pillow-fighting, and laughing together when baking something that turned into a mess. "What are you guys doing?" Felix yelled out when being met with a burnt pastry. "I don't know!" Jisung had to hold himself onto the counter to keep him from falling. "You shouldn't have expected anything else from us," Seungmin reminded his boyfriend, consoling him while Felix had to laugh, covering his face with his hand. 

"Right. I forgot." 

Nonetheless, the evening got more fun because of that. The living room turned darker and Felix put out the light. He laid down next to them, cuddling closer, causing the three of them to end up falling asleep in a three-spoon position.