Sparks in the Dark

Meet me.

I'm having dreams about you again.
But this time I don't know if its because of me, or because of you.
Are you reaching out to me by chance? Wanting to talk again? Are we both just letting our pride get in the way?
Maybe its not smart to try to let you back in. And maybe... maybe I don't want to. Everything just seems to get jumbled around in my brain.
Our memories keeping popping up. I don't know how to make them stay away. YOU WERE LIKE MY FAMILY.
I'm not sure how to keep you away. Away from me, away from my thoughts, my memories, I'm not even sure I know how to say goodbye.
The dreams are all different, but have the same themes.
We're around each other, we don't really talk at first, the place we are is always different, today I'm not sure of where we were, some kind of building, school or camp like maybe. Eventually one of us gets around to saying we wanna talk, talk about something, and we try to get away to speak but something always ends up happening and we don't.
Maybe I just need closure. I'm not really sure anymore...
I wish I could ask if your having the same dreams although I doubt it a little bit, maybe you are, and maybe we're both just ignoring it, I s'pose I won't know until I know, if I know.