Sparks in the Dark

A new chapter

I can feel a change shifting.
Its not just school ending, or graduating, its not just me turning 18 soon.
I can feel that the wind is easier, the sky is a little brighter, the night time is a little more comforting like it used to me, my skin is getting easier to exist in again, and the sun soaks up into me like honey down my throat, and I can see the light on the other side again.
I'm not quite there yet, but I can see where I am headed just over the horizon and its warm there, my heart will be lighter there, my head a little clearer, my thoughts less dark.
I can feel the change within me.
I'll be happier, I'm happy now, but I can see how this change will effect me, and it'll feel easier once I'm there.
Everything feels so heavy now, and so dark, but I'm moving forward, and I'm starting to see that sunshine again just at my fingertips, almost at my grasp.
I'm getting better. Life is good and will only get better.
I can feel this new chapter that is about to begin. Just a few more pages..