Sparks in the Dark

Thinking of Sun Beams

Its hard to describe something that is so vivid in your mind. 

Nothing but clouds and a warm feeling. The sky is a soft pastel blue with highlights of glowing yellows and oranges, the sun cascading colors across the clouds like a kaleidoscope, I float in this space as I pass the clouds slowly floating about. The air comforting and gentle, storms on the horizon but I neverminded those. 

I let go of mere thoughts and when I think of you I begin to fall, the peacefulness crashes and the storms brew closer. So I sit here and relinquish all thoughts, especially of you, the only way to vent them is through my mere words but everyone is already sick of hearing me drone on an on. 

I hear melodies and the words of the music pull and play with the strings of my heart and chest, the strings being pulled from my chest and played with till they scream melodies. I lay back as I let you play with my thoughts and feelings. 

The calming heavenly colors glow around me. My god complex shines and I try to stay with these thoughts that make me feel like I am surrounded only by the heavenly. I wish to rule this heavenly piece of my mind with you. Power is nothing if not shared with a lover, and though I have failed in the past to find someone I believe that if I give you time you'll come around to the idea of ruling this world with me. 

I don't much care for faith, but my trust in you grows strong, and even if I fall into my own trap and become dissatisfied and unhappy with how this ends I will not regret for one moment the time and energy I have spend on you. 

I adore you.