Deep In A Heartbeats (Moon Onse #1)

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I woke when I heard a loud music from a phone. When I look at myself, I felt clean. Inangat ko ang nakatabon na kumot at nakita kong may puting oversized t-shirt na akong suot na alam kong kay Drake. His leg and arm were sprawled all over me possesively. Nilingon ko si Drake at nakita kong nakapikit pa siya at walang suot pang-itaas.

Slowly, I removed his hand on my stomach para makabangon. Parang wala pa ako sa sarili at sobrang sakit pa ng buong katawan ko lalo na ang gitnang bahagi ko.

Matagal ko pang narealize na may nangyari sa amin!!! Fuck this shit! I am just seventeen and he just turned eighteen!!

Napanguso ako at nahiya sa sariling pag-iisip na may nangyari sa aming dalawa na hindi dapat pwedeng mangyari. Fuck this lust! This is not a feelings! This is just a lust! I have no shame. I admitted how much I like him... I love him... and how much I desire for him all over me. Deep in my heartbeats.

Napalingon ulit ako kay Drake at nakita kong unti-unti niyang binuka ang mga mata niya and when he saw me, bumangon kaagad siya at kinapos ng yakap ang beywang ko at hinahalik halikan pa ako sa leeg. His naked chest was against me now.

Isn't it ironic? I'm happy in the arms of the only person who can wreck me into a million of pieces. How ironic!

"Good morning." He whispered. "Are you okay, baby? Sorry if I've hurt you." Dugtong niya.

Hindi ako sumagot at nanatili lang akong tahimik. Wala akong masabi sa kanya dahil nahihiya ako.

"Today is sunday, Simba tayo?" Drake asked.

Lumingon ako sa labas at nakita kong madilim pa lang. Tinignan ko ang relo ko at nakita kong mag aalas-singko pa lang ng umaga.

"Baby..." he muttering. "May problema ba tayo?"

"Nahihiya ako sa'yo." Deretsong sagot ko at iniwas ko ang tingin ko kaagad sa kanya tapos bigla siyang tumawa ng konti kaya mataray ko ulit siyang tinignan. "Maybe you expect me to have such a flawless skin... but I have stretchmarks, s-scars and discolored patches at...meron pang iba."

Humagikhik siya at niyakap pa ako ng mahigpit kaya ang ulo niya na ay nasa dibdib ko. "Baby, It's normal." He said. "I appreciate your gorgeous body and every details of you as a human. I admired you more than you admired yourself."

After hearing those words from him, I don't need any validation from anyone... but him, admiring me more than I admire myself— make my heart beats faster more than deep.