Deep In A Heartbeats (Moon Onse #1)

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I didn't let myself bored while I'm alone and not doing anything kapag wala pa akong online class. Kung hindi ako kumakain, naglilinis ako. Kung hindi ako naglilinis, nag aaral ako pero kung hindi ako nag aaral, I ordered unnecessary stuffs online including hair clips, ponytail, tops for me kahit medyo malaki na ang tiyan ko at hindi ko na masusuot, and anything. Ginagawa kong busy ang sarili ko para hindi ko maisip kung ano bang nagawa ko, para hindi na ako umiyak.

After I ordered something online, I decided to log in my Instagram account. It's a little bit boring to keep scrolling then suddenly I saw Grasya's post. Her latest post was us. Pagkatapos nun wala na. I click Drake's name since naka tag siya. He don't have any post but he has highlights. My forehead creased when I saw his highlights cover. It's a color black with a blue hearts in it.

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I click Drake's highlights on IG and something in my heart melted when I saw it. I still get butterflies whenever about him. The first one was a video and it was me sleeping beside him while hugging him habang siya naman ay nakangiti lang na nakatingin sa akin habang natutulog ako.

 

"for every question 'why',  she were my 'because'.💙" Ang nakasulat sa ibaba ng picture.

 

The second one was me again nakangiti habang tinititigan ang isang garapon ng gummies. I didn't know that he took a picture of me nang nangyari 'yan. Hindi ko napansin. Sa ibaba ng picture may nakasulat din. "Akong adlaw adlaw💙"

 

My tears began to fall when I saw his third highlights. It was me and him in a candid photos. Alam kong si Angel ang kumuha nun since siya lang ang kasama namin that time. Hindi ko namalayan na nakunan niya kami ng ganyang porma habang pinagtatawanan ang isa't isa. May nakalagay din sa ibaba nung picture. "Aking lakas tama."




The next one was a photo of me body shots, stolen shots, candid photos in a one collage captured by him nang hindi ko namamalayan. He write as a caption down, "My all and more."

 

The very next one was him and I. Nung picture naming dalawa habang nakasandal siya sa motor niya at ako naman ay parang nakayakap sa kanya. He put down as a caption was, "Pinalangga💙"

 

And the very last one was me together with his family. Nasa gitna si Mama Delynn at si Tito Renee habang nakasakay naman sa kanya si Stephen at sa likod niya ay nakakandong si Christian habang nasa tabi naman ako ni Mama Delynn at hawak pa niya sa kamay. Nakasakay naman sa akin si James habang nasa gilid ko si Angel at nag peace sign pa ang post. Si Drake naman ay nasa gilid ni Papa Renee at nakangiting nakatingin sa akin, hindi sa camera. Nakuha ang picture na yan noong graduation namin nung highchool. Drake captioned was, "Pangandoy💙"





It was the very most fun and sweet memories with him. And now, I've lost him. I need to leave him to be with his dreams. He failed his end term examination for now because he's suffering because of me and his sister was hospitalized at the same time.

 

Nakita kong bumukas ang pintuan at nakita kong pumasok doon si Mark pero binalik ko din ang tingin ko sa cellphone para i-off 'yun at paandarin ang TV dito sa sala.