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Person Of Survival | Johnson

Rap imagine

Johnson and Gilinsky went in the recording booth with Nate and Sammy as the Janoskians and I wait out here.

I was too busy reading a suicidal note that a fan left.

She killed herself because I didn't follow her on her birthday.

It's crazy what people would do just to get noticed. I just don't understand, I'm not even famous and people are taking away their lives for me?

"Baby, is there something wrong?" Johnson said as I typed up a few verses on my notes.

"No, when are you done with the booth?" I asked him, as I finished typing on my notes.

"In a few minutes, you want to spit some bars?" Johnson asked me, impressed. I rolled my eyes.

"You act like I've never done it before..." I said to him, locking my phone and putting it down.

"Well, not in front of the guys before.."

"Well, this is important to me..." I said to Jack.

"Well, Mr and Mrs. Johnson would stop being cute. We need Jack..." Nate said to me as Jack wrapped his arm around me and brought my body closer.

I sighed and Jack pecked my lips. "Duty calls..." He said with that innocent look and smile on his face as he skipped along to the booth.

I finished editing and revising the mini song I have on my notes.

I don't understand when fans stopped being supportive just to get a follow or a shoutout

The boys finally finish in the booth and Johnson tells me it's my turn. Gilinsky helps me off the couch and then takes my seat.

"Give me something edgy, BB" I said to the mixer as I walk in the booth and close the door behind me.

I see him playing around with some buttons as I put the headphones over my ear and look at my notes.

"You got it (Y/N)" BB said as his voice came through the headphones.

I heard the music and I started to rap

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i am a person of survival

but growing up, that wasnt really my title.

A dead soul who was screaming for revival

A young girl who became suicidal.

I felt the hits and the kicks of society.

Probably the reason why i suffer from anxiety.

I was never in the form of perfection,

So i became the perfect example of neglection.

They call me names from 'fat bitch' to 'white trash'

To other shit, i wont say its that bad.

They call me up and would always need back up

Call me a 'slut' and say my family was 'jacked up'

Death threats everytime i logged in

Always on some other shit

Damn, here we go again!

Got no friends, so here i am wishing it would end.

And it didnt!

It never did, was always something

Everytime i felt good they would remind me i was nothing.

Everytime that i was down, they couldnt help but kick me

It tore me a fucking part took all the fight i had left in me

I had enough, i was so fucking done.

I couldnt face the drama, so i decided to run.

But you cant run forever eventually you'll get tired

So i just stared at the rope wishing my life could expire.

I mean, fuck it

If i am really nothing then nobody would stop me from taking that rope and jumping

So i took it.

Tied it around my little thoat and proceeded to jump

When Jack busted through the door

I didnt know what to do

I didnt know what to say

I saw the tears in his eyes

I felt the pain go away

How could i be so selfish? How could i think that i was nothing

When the person who gave me love, obviously thought i was something.

Now i pray.

Pray for the people who never saw the light

Pray for the people who still cry at night.

And those people think of my words like protection

think of them as the light when you fight depression

Cuz i know whats its like, i've been there before

But for every closed room, im here to open a door.

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I sat down on the stool inside the booth.

Nate, Sam, Gilinsky, James, Daniel, Jai and Johnson clapped. Beau and Luke had tears in their eyes.

Johnson came inside the booth, and looked astonished at me.

"What? Where did that come from?" He asked me, with a shock in his eyes.

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Well you want to know where that rap came from just DM me

I'll give you the link

Wattpad is being a buttcheek and won't let me add more parts to the story 😒, it keeps saying "delete parts of your story and try again later"

-Edelyn xx