Random OneShots

Never Leave

By: Rhys2624

Malec

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Alexander's pov:

I slowly opened my eyes and blinked profusely trying to adjust my vision as the bright sunlight shone through the open curtains.

I groaned and covered my eyes with arm before turning away from the sliding doors.

I reached out blindly feeling the bed for Magnus.

But he wasn't there.

I opened my eyes and looked at the empty space beside me.

The sheets felt cold, meaning he had gotten up a while ago.

Or did he not sleep here at all?

I didn't feel hurt or surprised at the thought.

I was used to going to sleep alone and waking up alone now.

It's been like this for a whole month after all.

I sighed softly and sat up combing back my hair with my fingers.

I don't know what i did for us to end up where we are now.

I thought things were going well.

But he just started acting so differently one morning out of nowhere.

He won't tell me why no matter how many times i ask.

The only answers I've gotten are annoyed "leave me alone" or "stop being so fucking nosy all the time".

So i did what he asked.

I don't bother him anymore and i don't pry into anything or ask him anything.

It hurt a lot in the beginning.

Seeing how he changed.

Waking up cuddled in his warm embrace, wrapped up in his strong arms, morning kisses, the coffee, his singsong voice achoing in the room as he greeted me and sometimes even hummed along with a song in the background that he plays over the sound system. It all just stopped.

I got no warning, explaination, or anything.

Now, he barely even looks at me even if i spend the whole day here.

He moves around completing works for different clients. But not once does he acknowledge my presence.

And in the rare moments in which he does look at me, he just clicks his tongue and brushes me off before getting back to work.

Should i just stop coming here?

I mean is there even any point in me being here now?

He hasn't told me to get out but he clearly doesn't want me here anymore.

I pulled my knees close to my chest and propped my chin on them.

I feel empty. As if there's a hole in my chest.

Magnus was the only around whom i felt like i could let go completely. The only one who i felt like i could go to for comfort. The only one with who i felt as if i didn't need to put on any kind of mask.

And the one who i love more than myself.

But he...

Does he even love me anymore?

Maybe me breaking up with him because of the deal with Asmodeous left a deeper wound than i thought...

Even though he knows why i did it now...