Random OneShots

I realize what I've done.

By: twdrmnap on Ao3

Dreamnap

I don't normally put TW's for stories, but this story in partcicular triggered me so I wanted to let everyone know this story has talks/description of past SH

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dream doesn't know when he started doing it, well he didn't realize. he knew it was wrong, he knew, but it made him feel better. because it was wrong he had to hide it, even from his bestfriends. (four years.)

suddenly it's late,

he stopped doing it on his wrists, moving to his upper arm, so they wouldn't find out. so sapnap wouldn't find out.

he realizes what he's done.

he's stopped, at least for now. it's been a month since he's hurt himself. he's only stopped because he's been traveling for two months. he's been out to get resources for the sap (and the smp), the first month he didn't stop, but soon realized all he was doing was wasting his materials. he had more at his house, and the community house so it would have to wait. (no matter how tempting it is.)

he pulls out his communicator to see if he has any messages from anyone.

sapnap whispers to you: when are u gonna be home idiot

home? yeah, him and sapnap are dating, but does he really see dream's house as his home? dream doesn't even see it that way (yet.)

you whisper to sapnap: yeah! i'm already on my way back, gonna see if there's buildings near to loot tho :)

sapnap whispers to you: ok i miss u let me now when you're near!

sapnap whispers to you: know

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it's around midday by the time he realizes he is near his smp.

his recounts all the items he gathered. totem of undying for sapnap, a few golden apples, more diamond armour (he has netherite ingots in his ender chest,) and a few other gifts for sapnap.

you whisper to sapnap: i should be there soon :)

he waits a few minutes, but gets no response. interesting. he's nearing the community house when he spots george. "george!"

george looks around confused, when he spots dream he says, "huh? what? hi?" dream tries to act nonchalant, but he really did miss sapnap. "have you seen sappy?" "oh- uh- maybe? i don't know, i don't really pay attention. i jus woke up."

dream rolls his eyes from underneath his mask, but gives george a waving motion and pats his shoulder. "ah, well alright. see you later, georgie." "mmm, yeah, whatever. don't call me that."