Random OneShots

How didn't I notice

By: Ssssbeautie0fanficnsss on Ao3

Wolfstar

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Remus was always the one to notice every single little detail. If someone was talking about too loud, someone's hair were out of place or messy, how his boyfriend flinches when there's rain, how James start smiling when Regulus is around, how Peter has been more distant lately. He notice everything.

Or so he tough.

He never tough that he could not notice someone having an arm full of silver lines that soon enough turn a crimson red. He never tough that the scars they leave would escape his eye. He never tough he would not realize his own boyfriend had an arm covered In silver lines. How could he have not realize? It didn't sit right with him, they have and are still intimate together and there's no need to mention that Sirius exposes himself completely.

So how did he not notice?

Remus walked down the halls of Hogwarts. He had been in the library for two hours and he finally decided to go back to his dorm after he was done studying. As he walked past the boys bathroom he heard a sound. He stopped in his tracks turning in the direction the sound came from. He waited a little before hearing an other louder sound it seemed like someone was...crying?

He carefully walked in the house bathroom as to not make any sound to not startle the person. He heard the sound again followed by some mumble,

"Deeper! Please I just want to feel the pain, please."

He recognized that voice. He recognized it to well. A voice he would of never tough or wanted to hear those words escape his lips. His friend, best friend no boyfriend was crying in the boys bathroom mumbling about going deeper and wanting to feel pain. Why would he say that? That's when it clicked. Sirius was hurting himself. His whole entire hearth shattered at the tough of that.

He quickly got out of his trance shaking his head. He slowly walked over to the stall and taking a deep breath before softly knocking on the stall. He heard some cursing and some obvious winces of pain. He took an other deep breath before speaking, "Sirius?"

Sirius froze in the middle of his action. He dropped the blade on the ground including the paper towels. His head shut up in the direction of the stall door, he knew that voice. That was Remus voice. Fuck! No, no, no, no! He can't see no!

"I'll be o-out in a s-second," Sirius stuttered out.

But even if he didn't want to believe it, he knew Remus had figured it out.