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Addicted

By: Ssssbeautie0fanficnsss on Ao3

Malec

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Alec felt the fangs go trough his wrist feeling the blood leaving his body, being replaced by venom. His eyes rolled to the back of his head as even more blood was taken leaving the feeling he was searching for.

Venom. He wanted it more than anything. Ever since he went to the bleeder den he's been craving it. The feeling of it just running trough his vain. It became addictive and now he can't stop. After Maryse's death he went there, the bleeder den, trying to ignore his problems.

The feeling of the blood being taken from his body stopped leaving a tingly feeling in his whole body. He let his eyes closed for a while before opening them, he had to head to home he promised his husband he'd be home and not stay at the institue too work on paperwork.

Ever since Maryse's death, Magnus been rather worried about Alec. He's been acting different. He just hasn't been the same, but what's making him act different? That he has not figured out yet.

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Alec opened the door seeing Magnus sitting on the couch. "Hey," He said removing his shoes and tossing them to the side.

"Hello Alexander, you came pretty late. What were you doing?" Magnus asked turning around seeing Alec making his way over to him.

"Oh Uh.. just paperwork."

Magnus looked at him for a moment before nodding a little. Alec made his way next to Magnus laying his head on his lap. Magnus smiled at him before tangling his hand in his hair. He watched Alec as his eyes closed. Magnus picked his book back up and continued reading it.

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Alec and Magnus were sitting on the couch, Magnus reading, again and Alec laying his head on his lap trying to ignore his cravings. Even tho he was trying to clear his mind, his body was betraying him painfully. His hand and wrist shaking uncontrollably, his body aching, beads of sweat forming on his forehead.

Even tough Alec tough Magnus wasn't noticing the now so obvious sign, he was wrong. Magnus had been observing him for a week and now the way Alec was acting right now was giving it away.

Magnus put down his book sighting, "Alexander we need to talk."

Alec opened up his eyes looking up at his husband who was looking down at him. "Okay, what about?" Alec asked.

"Alexander I know."

The moment those three words left Magnus mouth Alec felt the air leaving his lungs. His breaths were coming in in short pants as he gasped for air. Alec's eyes started watering as his hand started shaking even more. Magnus immediately reacted by sitting up Alec and turning his face for him to look at him.

"Alexander I need you too breath with me. Can you do that?" Magnus asked.

Alec tried nodding, but managed to do more of a weird head movement. Magnus started exaggerating his breathing showing Alec to copy him, which well he tried too. At the beginning it was more just short pants that made him feel dizzy, but a few minutes later his breathing seemed to steady. When it had fully steadied and he was able to see and speak properly that's when he speak, "I'm sorry, Magnus. I just..I don't know."

"You don't have to explain yourself, I just want you to let me help you," Magnus replied.

"I don't know what I was thinking. I just wanted to try and- and now I just can't stop. It's like if I need my whole blood to be sucked out of me and replaced by venom. Magnus I can't stop," Alec explained tears falling down his cheeks as he looked down on his lap.

Magnus took in a sharp breath as he made Alec look up at him. "Alexander, listen to me. I will be here with you every single step of the way, whatever you need I will be here. Whether it's because I need to stop you from running out the door and getting sucked blood out of you or if it's to be here while you cry. I will be here," Magnus said meaning every word.

"M-Magnus, I don't know if I'll be a-able to stop," Alec said.

"You'll be able, I promise," Magnus replied giving him a soft smile trying to reassure him.

"I love you."

"I love you too, Alexander."