idk cause i'm prewriting this but i hope y'all love this book as much as me
Dearest,
I'm not sure how to write a raspberry sound, but trust me, that's how I'd lead with it.
I hate Thomas, I hate him.
I hate him and all of his friends.
Except James, he's ok.
But fuck Thomas and Lafayette and Hercules.
Stupid pricks.
I finally started working on my art project again. It took a lot of courage and tears. But Alex was there.
He completely believes that it's Thomas who ruined it.
He got the good but too. I think he tried hard to cover my favourite part on purpose. And therefore I cried while painting. I have no idea if it looks good or not.
But Alex was there so he was comforting.
I probably would have cried more if he wasn't there.
But he just talked to me. And it was nice.
He said he likes watching me do art. And it's cool.
Until Peggy burst in and said that Aaron Burr and Theodosia were having another messy break up out on the quad, and we dropped everything and ran to go look.
Let me tell you, it was messy.
Like Theodosia slapped Aaron, twice.
And there was a lot of shouting and accusations. I'd need a whole book to explain them.
My favourite what that Aaron was gay and cheating on her with like 20 guys and that was a massive slut.
I needed popcorn or something, I swear.
I love messy breakups.
Except not for me.
God I hope me and Alex don't have a messy break up.
Cause I'd probably end up killing myself.
That's blunt but it's true, and all my homies in love can probably relate.
I mean, if Alex and me broke up it would probably be messy because I don't want to break up with him. Plus I'd probably hit him. Which is scary.
I shouldn't hit him but like, I would.
Which is scary to think about.
But probably just a slap, I have my punches for Thomas.
Me and Alex were talking about it, I had my head resting on his head.
"Are breakups in this school super messy?" He mused.
"Oh always. Always public, and always dramatic."
"It's like a damn show."
"Of course it is. This is what we thrive off of. The only thing that keep us alive." I say with sarcastic enthusiasm.
"How many times have they broken up?" He glances at me.
"This is 7."
"And how many times are we going to break up?"
I slipped my head onto his shoulder. "Mmm none."
"Damn right." He replied, kissing me briefly before anyone saw.
"God stop being so cute some of us are single or traumatised by love." Peggy rolled her eyes, and nudged James.
"Sucks to be you." I replied, pouting.
"You guys cant have my cutie if you tried." Alex replied, kissing my cheek, being reckless.
Peggy fake gagged. "Jesus Christ, it's like watching your parents make out in public."
"Your parents love each other?" Alex said at the same time I say, "Your parents are both alive?"
We then both turned to each other and said "Damn."
"Please sort out your trauma." Peggy waved her hand at us.
"Sue my therapist not me." I shrugged.
Im finally kinda happy.
It's weird.
I've got worse one liners.
Many loves,
Johnny
