AYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY 69
Dearest,
My sex life is moving fast.
Maybe too fast.
I suppose I never thought about how it would actually happen, being sexually active. I just wanted to get fucked. I never thought about how I'd get there.
But so far in the last few days I've done more things with a dick that I thought I wouldn't have done before I'm 22.
Does that make sense?
I'm very sexually active before I thought I would.
Which is good. Yet concerning without knowing it.
Well, it's concerning but also what did I expect?
Anyway in short I got my dick sucked.
MY DICK WAS IN SOMEONES MOUTH, FINALLY.
And holy shit, it was amazing.
So fucking good.
Like you have no idea.
Fuck being jerked off together, getting your dick sucked is so much better.
Oh my god.
I don't think I've ever came so hard.
Like you know you imagine it, and sometimes you just really things "Dang my dick in someone's mouth would feel so good."
And holy shit it does. I mean holy shit.
I'll explain to you the story, I'll spill the tea or whatever, don't you worry.
So given the whole sex thing me and Alex have "woahed" recently, he's been inviting me over a lot, not for the whole night but to chill after school.
To be horny essentially.
It's a very thin disguise to be horny, but then again what isn't?
And, well, we were making out, and I got hard, obviously. Like god, you should see him, I'm not just desperate he is actually fine as fuck.
And well he started touching me, which was fine, but suddenly, his head was down there. And then he took off my pants. Like actually, really half naked.
And I freaked.
He looked up at me. "John are you ok? Do you want me to stop?"
My brain had essentially short circuited. It's not like I was actually naked, only my legs and half my thighs since my jumpers so baggy. But I have never felt more exposed. I was half naked. There was less to hide behind.
"No." I shook my head, answering both questions at once.
He grinned up at me, and lowered his head and goddamn dearest.
At first he just kissed my dick but I felt fireworks.
You're supposed to feel that with lips but dick is better. Dick is so much better.
I felt shivers, but he went so teasingly slow, and I wanted to crush his balls or something.
I mean he's definitely had experience. I don't think that's something that bothers me. I mean I'd like to be his first too, but I'm glad at least one of us knows what he's doing.
I bit my lip so hard that I tasted blood to avoid moaning, but I still did anyway. It was too good not too.
I leant back slightly, trying hard not to buck my hips and squirm.
He kept going, seemingly having no gag reflex, and my fingers were soon tangled in his hair.
I kept accidentally pulling him closer, but letting him go slightly whenever I remembered about his throat.
Like my dick isn't huge but I still wouldn't deep throat it.
Oh fuck I'm gonna be awful at sucking dick.
I don't have any practice.
Oh fuck.
Anyway, Alex did end up swallowing, which made my mouth drop open.
"Why would you?"
"Why wouldn't I?" He frowned stubbornly and I burst out laughing, and he came up and kissed me.
But I pulled away. "You taste like dick."
"Well no shit Sherlock."
And then we laughed and made out.
Dearest why am I happy again?
It's been so long.
Only,
John
