laundry love [completed]

f o r t y o n e : distressed jeans

"one reason i c-came here was because...i couldn't face them, adrian. none of them say it out aloud but their glances...they're enough to make a person judge each and every m o v e , every s t e p . killing yourself might be a quick death, t-this is torture."

"why don't you kill yourself, then? take the easy route. that's what you seem to be good at. ignorance. running away. avoiding people." a h i s s .

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"honestly? i don't have the courage it takes. people think that individuals who commit suicide are cowards, adrian. they're not. au contraire, they are the brave ones. it is not the easy way out, rather it is quite the opposite.

"i m a g i n e , questioning every second of your life. a minuscule worth of oblivion preferred over a breath. a b r e a t h , adrian? that is the true beauty of death. desperation. courage. maybe, even honour."

"b r o k e n . that's what i thought you were, ira. but you're more than that. you're f u c k e d up, aren't you?"

"big time. run away, then. what are you waiting for?"

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"you."

"cheesy little motherfucker."