You and Me

Chapter 46

Addy's pov

It breaks my heart to see Omar so sad especially when he made all of this for me. On our way to the park I told my friends that I just wanted a break from all the drama. I knew that Omar and I didn't really break up, but I also knew that I would have to be the one breaking the heart now.

I didn't want to this because I really do like Omar, but we both need a break. Him and I will busy next year anyway. He'll be improving his soccer skills while I'll be working in dance and running.

"Omar, I need a break from everything. I can't concentrate on anything with all the drama going on!"

"Ad-" I shook my head, signaling him that I wasn't finished.

" There's rumors in school about you cheating on me and people are calling me names for other reasons!!"

"I-I'm sorry"

"Not all of this is your fault. I just don't want to deal with all of this anymore. Next year we'll be separated. Even though we're not going to be that far away from each other we'll still have different schedules. You'll have soccer during soccer season and all of your homework. I'll also be doing my things on top of doing all the homework."

Tears were about to fall out. I'm surprised that they haven't slipped out yet actually. It's like a dam holding back my tears. All these rumors are making me go crazy. I'm starting to starting to have trouble trusting people and that's the last thing I want to happen (you know not including losing my friends, family, and other important stuff.)

Today was the last day here and tomorrow we'd be going back home. I'm glad we're going home because I don't think I would've survived another day with all of this going on.

"Is there anything I can do to change your mind?" Omar asked. He looked broken. The way he said those words made him sound brave, but I can see that he was hurt in his eyes. His mouth said something, but his eyes said other wise.

The dam breaking. My tears were on the verge of falling. Maybe things will change in the future, but not know.

"I'm sorry Omar. I don't think there is anything you can do to change my mind."

"There isn't anything I can do about it then? You're just going to pretend like nothing happened?"

"Of course not! We can still be close friends and we'll be able to keep our friendship."

"I'm sorry Addy, but I don't think I'll be able to just be friends with you. I like you too much to see you with another guy, not including Brandy and Cam of course."

And with that Omar took off. He stalked off to the entrance of the park. I thought about going after him but decided not too. The tears were now falling. Does he really not want to be my friend?

I went on a walk for the rest of the time. Luckily we'll be leaving for home tomorrow afternoon. I don't know what would happen if we stayed here any longer but I for sure don't want to find out.

I finally decided to go home when it was eight-thirty. Everyone was at the house already, including Omar. It was quiet when I went up to the movie room and everyone looked at each other with scared looks.

Omar and I stared into each other's eyes for a couple seconds until he looked and stomped away. I looked back to my friends who didn't leave the room.

"I-"

BANG! Omar slammed his door closed right before I was going to continue my sentence. I sighed, then continued what I was going to say.

"I'm sorry for making you guys work hard for something that didn't even happen. I just don't think Omar and I would have lasted with thins changing next year."