𝐒𝐞𝐜𝐫𝐞𝐭 𝐂𝐨𝐧𝐧𝐞𝐜𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧 (𝐁𝐖𝐖𝐌)

𝐉𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐀 𝐁𝐨𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐒𝐮𝐧𝐝𝐚𝐲

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The day after I went to my first party in London I didn't expect it to be like this. What I mean by this is bored scrolling through Instagram on my Ipad and eating snacks.

I thought I would be hungover in bed not even thinking about anybody else. Just sleep in bed and talk to anybody about how amazing my night was last night.

It feels like I didn't go to a party at all yesterday. But I can tell by all the messages Skylar has been sending me about her gaining almost 2 thousand followers.

I left the party at almost 3 o clock in the morning. Things have been weird with Apollo I try not to look at him every chance I get.

Altogether I just try to stay away from him but guess what he is sleeping over so as the other 2 Adrian be hanging out with. So it's going horrible.

I hear somebody knock on the door "come in" I shout. I look up to see my mother coming into my room "hey bunny" she walks inside the room.

"Hi," I say she sits on my bed looking at me "what?" I question she shakes her head "nothing you just look  very pretty" where is this coming from? "um thanks." I say.

She swings her leg on the bed "so how was your party yesterday?" she asks "it was good. Very fun until your stepson showed up and pulled me out of there" I laugh.

Yes he pulled me out I wanted to stay but no he claimed he had a lot of homework to finish but let friends sleep over which is very strange.

After you said that you were doing homework. I will have to confront him today or tomorrow cause he is not about to play in my face when I could have just had fun and sleepover.

"Good," she says I nod "well do you have anything to ask me?" I begin to think of things to ask her. There's nothing really to ask her except for the things back in Oakwood.

But I'm trying to put those things behind me because those things can send me to jail. I shake my head "Nah not really" I say "well since you didn't want to bring it up I will" she pauses.

"Um, I researched the man who you know killed. Yea um apparently he worked for a mafia called Bloody Angels. It's a mafia who was very popular in the 1990s which I didn't know existed still."

Does that mean my father was in the mafia and he did something wrong so they chased after him?

I sit there "that's all I know. Sorry," she says rubbing my shoulder "it's fine," I say looking up at her. "And can I tell you something but you can't tell Harper?"

I nod "well Harper got accepted into the beauty pageant and Robert and I are throwing a surprise party for her. So can you show up?" she smiles "of course but." she frowns.

Growing up I can't say beauty pageants were my thing. I always liked toys like my little pony and monster high stuff I never really liked walking crossing stages and being in dresses.

I laugh feeling bad "I do want to read this book that I got from the library so by 8 o clock I have to go I hope that is fine." she nods "of course at least you are still there."

She stands up "thank you so much bunny" she goes to the door "and do me a favor" I hum in response "don't ever try to sneak into my house again and don't expect me not to know."

I bite my lip "sorry" I say "mhm" she closes the door. She caught me. I laugh getting out of bed and going over to the window.  I grab my journal from the desk and begin to write.

I've been getting better honestly I write in this book almost every day it calms me. It's like whatever I'm stressed about I write it in the book and close It and not worried about it.