Do you know what I hate?
Boys.
And no, not all of them.
Yes, I actually have guy friends who are the very best.
But most boys simply can't accept a no. I am tired of always having to come up with an excuse in order to get away with not wanting to hang out.
I don't want to date your stupid ass!
A no is a no, no matter what.
Today I had to cancel on a guy because my social anxiety was just too much for me to handle, so I lied to him.
He was really upset and we ended up fighting because of it.
Now when we're kind of done fighting, I'm the one who feels guilty. I shouldn't feel guilty for not feeling alright. I shouldn't feel guilty for turning a guy down.
When will guys start accepting a simple no? No, I don't want to hang out.
No, I don't want to make out with you.
No, I dont want to have sex with you.
No, I'm not into dating right now.
NO, YOU ASKING ME TWELVE TIMES A DAY
IS
NOT
CUTE
!!!

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Anxiety
Teen FictionIt's not my fault. I mean, I never asked for any of this. I can't help that it's in my genes. I can't help that I'm fat.