I think today has been one of the worst days of my life.
Nothing goes my way anymore and it really gets to me. I just want to be happy.
I haven't been sticking to my program, instead I'm binging.
I literally want to shoot myself but I don't know where to get a gun.
I have goals that I never in a million years will be able to achieve, and that sucks. All I want is to be happy with myself. But I can't.
I don't know what to do anymore. Excuse me while I throw up.

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Teen FictionIt's not my fault. I mean, I never asked for any of this. I can't help that it's in my genes. I can't help that I'm fat.