Sooo I haven't been to school in a while because of a few reasons and I feel like shit. When I'm home alone I just binge and I don't have any control over the amounts of food that I'm eating and I just feel very fat.
Do you guys remember that boy I dated for a while? And we decided to just take a break? Well, we're back on square one again for some reason and I have to admit that it feels right. It feels good. I'm not sure when I'll see him again but I'll keep you guys updated.
Today I'm so tired and hungry and pissed. I'm not sure why but I feel like stuffing my face with loads of bad foods and I want to sleep, literally, forever.
School is killing me, I have so much to do and I haven't even finished half of it. I've promised myself to finish all work this week though so I can just lean back and chill for the next week.
I am doing so well with eating and in 19 days (oh my god I totally forgot that February is 28 days) I'm having my second weigh in! I'll just try to be even better to reach my second goal (which I'm 4,5 kg's from) but I am actually so worried. 4 kg's shouldn't be a problem, but it feels like I haven't lost anything at all! I could just step on the scale first thing tomorrow morning but I don't feel like doing that either :/ It would probably be way more motivating to weigh myself every week from now on, or at least every other week. If I haven't reached my goal for February I'll do that instead, to stay on track. As long as I'm below 70 kg's I'm pleased, even though I really really really wish to be down 4,5 kg's...
It's tough haha, we'll just see what happens :)
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Novela JuvenilIt's not my fault. I mean, I never asked for any of this. I can't help that it's in my genes. I can't help that I'm fat.
