Anxiety

Let's see

Hey again.

Today has been so horrible, jesus christ...

I was going to school but then I ended up on the bus for 3 hours just to waste time. 

I was so anxious about school and I have to get my shit together once again so I don't end up with a therapist again, I can't deal with that. 

I'm not sure if I've told you yet but I was out partying one night and I ended up dancing with some random guy and you know, stuff happened..

Anyways, he asked for my number and I wasn't expecting him to call or anything but he did (!!!). That was a while ago though so we've been on a few "dates" and I think things are going great. I don't have any feelings for him or anything right now, but who knows what this can turn into? 

I might have imagined us together in the near future but honestly, I don't have high hopes this time either. Let's just see what happens.