Suddenly he couldn't handle it anymore. Suddenly he had made up his mind, and it was too hard for him to be away from me.
And he realized that after 6 months.
I've spent time in the school bathroom crying.
I've spent time in bed crying.
I've spent nights awake, I've spent days staring out into the blue.
The thing is that I couldn't be mad at him. I was in love with him, and I just couldn't be mad at me.
But the next day he got a girlfriend. And I didn't cry over it.
I didn't cry over the fact that he had picked someone else over me.
I smiled, and I got mad. Pissed off to be correct.
I was heartbroken and I was lonely.
Now I'm mad and I've found a way to move on. I've found someone else, someone that maybe, maybe, won't hurt me the way he did.
But who knows? Anything could happen, right?
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Teen FictionIt's not my fault. I mean, I never asked for any of this. I can't help that it's in my genes. I can't help that I'm fat.