I've been thinking about changes a lot lately. And I think I've changed a lot, I mean, I just haven't realised it yet.
I'm in this weird place trying to figure out life and in the meanwhile I've actually changed.
I hope it's for the better, I really do.
Okay, I'm gonna be honest...
Within 24h I've been told that I'm "really hot", I've made a few guy friends and I've also been asked if I want to be friends with benefits.. How do I react to that?
I don't know.
Oh and I've also been ignored by a friend. I bet she thinks she's so much better than me, that she doesn't need me.
To be completely honest, I don't need her at all in my life. She lives super far away from me and I actually don't mind.
She's turning into something else and only for the worse.
I'm glad I'm making new friends, so that I can easily just not think about her. She doesn't deserve me.
Oh I almost forgot;
Day 3: Your views on drugs and alcohol.
I was served a drink yesterday by friends of my family. It said "non-alcohol" but it was maybe 0.5% or something like that.
The anxiety within almost killed me. I felt so bad for drinking that, and I actually never want to drink ever again.
I am never going to use drugs and hopefully never drink either.
I hate drugs and alochol.
I really do.
They turn good people into bad people and sad people into happy people.
I don't know why or how but it makes me scared.
Drugs and alcohol fuck shit up..
I guess.
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