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Genç Kurgu

It's not my fault. I mean, I never asked for any of this. I can't help that it's in my genes. I can't help that I'm fat.

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by ithinkimfine

by ithinkimfine

I'm there. With him.

Head on his chest.

Arm slung over his stomach.

I can hear his heartbeat, and I tell him so.

I can feel your heartbeat. And I guess it's a good thing.

Why?

Because if I couldn't, it'd be because you're dead.

He laughs.

I don't.

Because as we lay there, head on his chest, arm slung over his stomach.

I can't feel anything. Not a single feeling.

I feel nothing.

And I wish that everything was different. I wish I was excited before every single kiss and I wish I missed him when he wasn't with me.

But it's not like that.

I don't miss him

And every single kiss is just yet another kiss.

Two pair of lips meeting.

Nothing more.

Just that, nothing.