Side story 1: emotions and a clue

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Shira was walking around when she was to the music room, where she walked in and wanted to sing to let out all of her emotions, of all she wants to let out for quite a little while as memories came to her mind, of many people that has been in her life, she attached the microphones to the speaker as she also the sound stark of a song she wants to sing. She closes her eyes to memories and channels all her emotions to let them all free.

Soldier by Samantha Jade

I'm laying here in the darkness
In the middle of nowhere, there's no one in sight
Caught in the madness, don't wanna be like this
I'm losing my mind


As memories of her losing her close best friend who was her best friend and was like the only link to keeping herself from losing her sanity. she felt lost and cold after losing her and not knowing what to do anymore.

Wanna see inside your head
What's going on in there?
Tell me where you are so I can stop and take a breath
'Cause nothing's making sense, I don't want this to end
Come and get me out of this mess


remembering all the crazy things her friend and her would do and the things she would do to make Shira smile and relax to not do anything stupid to herself, but after losing she was asking for her best friend who was there for her whenever she can be there, ways that she would make sure Shira was okay and happy to the best she can.

I want you to stay (oh), stay (oh)
Stay with me a little longer
Why don't you stay? (Oh), stay (oh)
Don't you wanna be my soldier?


Now, would you fight for me?
D-d-d-die for me?
Would wanna be with me forever?
Why don't you stay? (Oh), stay (oh)
Don't you wanna be my soldier?


As memories of losing her best friend came to her mind and her being in the dark and lost calling for her best friend to stay with her and asking her to fight to stay with her like they always have.

You brought me out of my shell, put me under your spell
Now I'm walking a straight line to you
I'll never surrender
You're my pain and pleasure all together (all together, oh-oh-oh)


How she and her best friend meet for the first time, and how she was the first person to release something was wrong with Shira's smile as it was not real but an empty smile with fake emotions, and how her best friend brings her out from falling even deeper into becoming an empty emotionless doll of a person with no life.

Wanna see inside your head
What's going on in there?
Tell me where you are so I can stop and take a breath
'Cause nothing's making sense, I don't want this to end
Come and get me out of this mess


I want you to stay (oh), stay (oh)
Stay with me a little longer
Why don't you stay? (Oh), stay (oh)
Don't you wanna be my soldier?


Now, would you fight for me?
D-d-d-die for me?
Would wanna be with me forever?
Why don't you stay? (Oh), stay (oh)
Don't you wanna be my soldier?


If only it was us against the world (tell me, tell me, tell me)
Tell me, would you stand for all the worth (worth, worth)
Your silence is a gun, gun, gun, gun
Aiming at the one, one, one, one
Who's still the same
My love won't changeLove won't change


How it would always feel like life was against them both as everything was so wrong and hurtful for each one of their life and how they would rely on each other. And that no matter how hard it would be that it would always be the two of them that will be trusting and would protect each other when the are able.

Stay (oh), stay (oh)
Stay with me a little longer
Why don't you stay? (Oh), stay (oh)
Don't you wanna be my soldier?


Now, would you fight for me?
D-d-d-die for me?
Would wanna be with me forever?
Why don't you stay? (Oh), stay (oh)
Don't you wanna be my soldier?


Be my soldier, soldier
But, would you die for me, die for me?
Be my soldier, soldier


Without Shira knowing that there were people who were there listening, people who were wondering where the sound and noise were coming from to see that it was Shira, singing with full emotions not like when she was using her quirking singing but raw true emotions in her voice and tone.

Then her phone started to play another soundtrack, and Shira opens her mouth to start singing.

Bring me to life by Evanescence

How can you see into my eyes like open doors?
Leading you down into my core
Where I've become so numb
Without a soul
My spirit's sleeping somewhere cold
Until you find it there and lead it back home

When singing this part memories of her Childhood life came to, memories of her ex-step-father came to her mind, how fake her inner self and how she was so numb to life, and how she was an empty shell of no emotion was real.

Wake me up inside (save me)
Call my name and save me from the dark (wake me up)
Bid my blood to run (I can't wake up)
Before I come undone (save me)
Save me from the nothing I've become

Now that I know what I'm without
You can't just leave me
Breathe into me and make me real
Bring (bring) me (me) to life

How she can see herself and a cage one full and on broken wings angel in a dark and cold void, how her eyes would be empty but tears run down her eyes, how each of her four limbs would be chained to her cage, but every time she opens her mouth it would be crunching cream for help and she yearns to be free and to fly.

Wake me up inside (save me)
Call my name and save me from the dark (wake me up)
Bid my blood to run (I can't wake up)
Before I come undone (save me)
Save me from the nothing I've become


Bring me to life
I've been living a lie
There's nothing inside
Bring me to life


Frozen (frozen) inside without your touch
Without your love, darling
Only (only) you are the life among the dead

of how she would want to call for help but her physical shell self could not utter those words and she self not understand to understand as she became detached from those emotions to protect herself but the inner image of her self of a young child cage angel would be scream till it became raw tear became a pool of cold tears and more she struggles the more the chains would dig into her flesh causing bleeding to which mixed into her tears.

All of this time, I can't believe I couldn't see
Kept in the dark, but you were there in front of me
I've been sleeping a thousand years, it seems
Got to open my eyes to everything
Without a thought, without a voice, without a soul
Don't let me die here
(There must be something more) bring me to life

of her wanting to live and to fly, her inner self would always fight to make her wish and to live a true life not wanting to be empty and fall any deeper into the dark and cold void. to feel the warmth and free sky and to open her wings and fly.

Wake me up inside (save me)
Call my name and save me from the dark (wake me up)
Bid my blood to run (I can't wake up)
Before I come undone (save me)
Save me from the nothing I've become


Bring me to life
I've been living a lie
There's nothing inside
Bring me to life


the song finish and before it could go to the next one Shira took it off the speaker when she can felt other people's presence to see that it was a few of the teachers, that Shira thought of it for a while when an idea came to mind that she walked up to them.

"well I guess you all can use this as another clue for our deal," Shira says with a smirk yet cheeky smile as she walks away.

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