Dear X,
I am one of the most selfish people I know. I don't think ice met anyone worse than I am. I made her hit me. My nice, kind, yet short tempered friend. I provoked her, I made her do it. She always says she doesn't like hitting me and I felt awful when I did it. What's even more pathetic is why I did it. Stupid, selfish, dumb, awful reasons. I promised I'd stop cutting and I haven't broke that promise yet. It's been 1 month and two days. Lately I've been missing the pain and I just...I don't know why I did it. I just feel better when someone hits me, I deserve it after all. See? Selfish. Stupid girl, only worrying about yourself.
-Casely
