[ENG] Maniac | SKZ ONE SHOTS BXB

[💓] What do you love me for? - ChanMin

Autumn is the most beautiful time of the year. It may be cold, rainy and even depressing, but it is very atmospheric and romantic. It's the best time to think. You can easily clear your mind, put everything in order in your head, take a breath, stop worrying about everything. In addition, the colors of autumn - yellow, brown, red, orange and gold - are warm colors. It is white in winter. Snow everywhere. In the summer it's green and the sun burns. It tires the eyes. Spring is too colorful. But autumn colors, falling leaves, please both the eye and the soul.

During this beautiful time of year, around 12 o'clock in the afternoon, Seungmin and his fiancé Christopher went for a long, romantic walk in the park. They walked calmly, holding each other's hands tightly, stopping from time to time for quick, cute kisses. They've been a couple since, note, kindergarten. There, shy Seungmin kissed the small lips of a six-year-old in front of the rest of the preschoolers, and although their parents told them that such "relationships" never work out, they are now the happiest together and their parents recently received an invitation to a wedding that is about to take place. From an early age, they never got bored with each other. They stayed by their side unmoved by adversity. They are sure that it is love to the grave - and they are right.

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Seungmin loves his fiancé like no one else in this world. Even parents, siblings, material goods or friends come second. He knows that if they split up, he'd be lonely for the rest of his life. He can't imagine life without Chris, who stands proudly by his side, and will soon stand next to him on the wedding carpet. His only wish is eternal love between them. That's enough for him, he doesn't need anything or anyone else.

In addition, he is really happy that he will soon take over the name of his beloved, and Bang himself will be able to call him husband.

It's just... What if Chris marries him because it's more convenient?

What if he's with him because he's used to him?

What if he doesn't really love him?

Thoughts swirled in Seungmin's head, who didn't even notice that he started walking faster. He was just thinking, asking himself questions and creating black scenarios. This worried Christopher, who was watching his actions.

"Seungmin, baby?" He tried to snap him out of the amok the younger had locked himself in. "Honey?" He slowed down a bit, making their hands, still joined, straighter. "Minnie!" He raised his voice, pulling him close.

The boy only squealed as the thoughts stopped and his position changed so suddenly. He looked scared at Chris, with whom he was touching chests. His hands were raised as if he was defending himself, and Bang's were wrapped around his waist.

"I'm sorry, I didn't mean to scare you." He planted a butterfly kiss on his nose. "Is something wrong?"

"I'm sorry..." He hugged his fiancé, who, very pleased with his closeness, returned the hug.

They've been together for so many years. They saw each other in every issue. They saw the other cry, vomit, get sick. They heard him screaming, laughing, and watched each other's faces many times as they came during sex. And yet they always enjoyed closeness, and even when they were fed up with the whole world, they never threw away each other's arms. They loved all their pros and cons. Seungmin loved the support and security he got from Chris, but also found room in his heart for his total lack of cooking talent. Christopher, on the other hand, loved his smile, but also his moods and sulks in the morning.

"Do not apologize. There's nothing wrong with thinking. Just tell me what happened." He pressed their foreheads together, closing his eyes.

"Can we talk about it at home...?" He asked quietly.