THIS DAY IS FINALLY HERE! I'M MEETING CALUM FUCKING HOOD IN A FEW HOURS AAHHHHH!
I'd be lying if I said I wasn't nervous. This VIP pass has got to be one of the best things that has ever happened to me. Okay, time to get ready.
First things first, shower. I showered for a good thirty minutes and decided to put some products in my hair to make my hair wavy. Once that was done, I brushed my teeth and started doing skin care. I used a face mask that has black charcoal that you apply yourself, then let that sit for twenty minutes. During that time, I was on Calum's Instagram again. He posted on his story that he's at the venue already.
Oh my God, I can't believe it's here already. The face mask dried up quickly, so I took it off after about 15 minutes. Then I decided to put on makeup, I only used my powdered foundation, mascara, liquid eyeliner, and lip gloss. After that, I put on my outfit.
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Now I'm ready to meet Calum. Sorry, I'm not meaning to exclude the other guys, but I'm like in love with Cal. I'm excited to see them too!
I walked out of my room and looked at my phone, 1:19 pm. I was searching for my brother. Where the hell is he? So I called him.
Yb: "Hello?"
Yn: "Hey, where are you?"
Yb: "I'm at a business lunch right now, why?"
Yn: "What do you mean why? The concert is tonight!"
Yb: "Oh, shit. I forgot sis, I'm on my way."
Yn: "Okay, bye."
What an idiot. Anyways, I guess while I wait I'll scroll on my phone.
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I scrolled to my music page and clicked on YouTube Music. I searched up the unreleased songs that they never put out and started playing Rejects.
Back at school, they all thought I was an outcast car crash "Hopeless fool," they said to me (Oh-oh) And my girlfriend said I'm messed up, will I ever grow up? In the end, I'm not gonna
What was I thinking? Everyone sees it It's not a secret that I'm just a reject Sick of the system, don't wanna hear it It's not a secret that I'm just a reject
I'm just a reject
My teacher said I was mentally disabled, so unstable So I'll stay in bed all day (Oh-oh) Save your breath, you can talk at me, but I'm not listening If this is a test, then I'm probably failing
What was I thinking? Everyone sees it It's not a secret that I'm just a reject Sick of the system, don't wanna hear it It's not a secret that I'm just a reject
They tried to save me, but I'm too far gone And they called me crazy, so I played along And you wanna change me but I'm on my own Da, da da, da, da, da da, da Da, da da, da, da, da da, da
What was I thinking? Everyone sees it It's not a secret that I'm just a reject Sick of the system, don't wanna hear it It's not a secret that I'm just a reject
I'm just a reject I'm just a reject
After twenty minutes of playing music on my phone, my brother finally walked in.
Yn: "Dude, it's nearly 2! We need to be in line by 4."
Yb: "I know, I'm sorry! I'm gonna rush getting ready."
He put his bag down and ran into his bedroom. I waited in the living room admiring the view from our place. Jesus, I feel like I'm gonna have a panic attack. I ran back into my bedroom and went into my bathroom, searching for my anxiety meds. Where are they..shit. I can't go anywhere without them. After 5 minutes of searching for them, they finally popped up under the sink's cabinet. I opened the bottle and swallowed a pill. Now I just wait.
Yb: "You ready to go now?"
Yn: "Yeah, I'm coming."
I walked out of my room and closed my door, grabbing my tickets and vip passes. I followed my brother out of the apartment and we were on our way to the concert.
Yb: "Wow, nice shirt sis.." He stared at it.
Yn: "Thanks, you know you love it." I laughed.
At the Hordern Pavilion
It took us about thirty minutes to arrive at the venue, thankfully we aren't too late to be in line for VIP. There was about at least forty people ahead of us. I felt my hand starting to shake. My brother didn't notice until my forearm started as well.
Yb: "You alright?"
Yn: "Yeah, I'm good. It's just my anxiety kickin' in."
Yb: "Did you take your meds?"
Yn: "Yup, I already knew it was gonna happen."
We were silent for the next hour. Then the line started moving. Oh God, I am not ready.
