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I can't believe it..

Ashton: "Is there anything you need us to do for ya?"

I shook my head no.

Yn: "I..I think I just need to be alone right now. Sorry." I said sniffling. 

Calum: "Don't be sorry, love. Take all the time you need." He kissed me and I got up.

I walked back inside from the backyard and walked out the front door. Thank God I left my earbuds in my pocket. I took them out and connected it to my phone. I opened Spotify and looked up a playlist and the first song was I Miss You by Blink-182. I walked out off the property and walked along the sidewalk. I hummed along and admired the nature surrounding me. 

An Hour Later

It's dark and I made it back to the neighborhood. I'm about 5-10 minutes away from the house on this path and I changed my song to Invisible. 

 

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Woah, what's that?

Another day
Of painted walls and football on the TV
No one sees me
Fade away
Lost inside a memory of someone's life
It wasn't mine

I was already missiing before the night I left
Just me and my shadow and all of my regrets
Who am I? Who am I when I don't know myself?
Who am I? Who am I? Invisible

Wasted days
Dreaming of the times I know I can't get back
Seems I just lost track
Lookin' on
As all of life's colours seem to fade to grey
I just walked away

I was already missing before the night I left
Just me and my shadow and all of my regrets
Who am I? Who am I when I don't know myself?
Who am I? Who am I? Invisible

Who am I? Who am I when I don't know myself?
Who am I? Who am I? Invisible
Who am I? Who am I when I don't know myself?
Who am I? Who am I? Invisible

Another day
The walls are built to keep me safe
I can't escape, it's too late

...I'm back.

I stood in front of the gate and opened it. I walked on the path that leads to the front door. I open it and see the guys sitting in the living room watching a movie. As I closed the door they all looked at me with sorrow filled in their eyes. 

Calum got up and walked towards me. 

Calum: "Feeling better?"

Yn: "Yeah, but I'm gonna lay down. Where's our room?"

Calum: "I'll show you."

I noticed as we walked upstairs that my suitcase wasn't at the front door anymore.

I noticed as we walked upstairs that my suitcase wasn't at the front door anymore

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