When God's Will ✔️ (ᴄᴏᴍᴘʟᴇᴛᴇᴅ)

BAB 40

"Assalamualaikum!" Jeritku di depan pintu rumah agam baba.

Setelah beberapa saat, pintu dibuka oleh pembantu rumah.

"Oh, welcome Miss Zayra." Sapa pembantu rumah itu.

Aku membalasnya dengan senyuman manis.

"Where's baba and anne?" Soalku.

"Mr. Özdemir is in his work room. While Mrs. Özdemir is resting in her bedroom. She got a fever last night." Jelasnya.

Aku mengangguk dan terus berjalan menuju ke bilik anne.

Pintu diketuk. Dengar suara lemah anne di dalam bilik.

Aku terus membuka pintu perlahan dan berjalan menuju ke arah katil anne.

"Assalamualaikum, anne. Have you taken your medication yet?" Soalku.

Anne senyum dan mengangguk. Aku hembus nafas lega.

Duduk di birai katil sebelahnya.

"How's your condition? Feeling better?" Soalku lagi.

"Kinda." Jawabnya kemudian cuba bangun untuk duduk. Aku membantunya untuk bangun dari pembaringan.

Anne pandang wajahku. Perlahan-lahan air matanya mengalir.

Dia pegang pipiku seraya cium lembut.

"You knew? About Deniz?" Soal anne.

Dengan lemah, aku angguk.

"Yes, he's amnesia cuz of an accident. Everything's my fault. If I'm not being kidnapped before, he wouldn't be like this." Luahku juga menangis.

Anne menggelengkan kepalanya.

"It's not your fault, my dear. It's her fault." Kata anne.

Aku kerutkan dahi. Keliru.

"Who?" Soalku.

"Go to baba and ask him about this. I don't have the energy to talk about this much dear." Ujar anne.

"Alright. Do you want me to.." ujarku dan cuba membuat gaya seperti mengurut kepala.

Anne senyum dan mengangguk.

Aku terus bergerak lebih dekat sikit ke arahnya dan mula mengurut kepalanya perlahan.

"My dear. I'm sorry for everything that you've been through. It must be hard knowing your loved one got amnesia and chose to marry another." Ucap Anne.

"We tried so hard to stop him from engaging with that woman. But he's so stubborn. He changed. I really miss my son. When will he remember back about the truths?" Luah anne sayu.

"Since the accident, he doesn't want to go back here again. He got bad headaches and was dizzy when he came here. So, baba let him make the decision to leave. For now."

Aku terus memeluk anne erat. Salur kekuatan walaupun aku sendiri pun dah lemah bila dengar balik.

"It's okay, anne. Zayyed and I will try our best to make him remember again. Don't worry." Kataku memberi jaminan.

Anne pandang aku.

"What if he's still the same? Are you okay if he is married to that woman? How about you, my dear?" Soal anne.

Terus, hati rasa bagai dicengkam. Aku sendiri pun tak pasti apa yang aku akan rasa.

"Maybe he's not meant to be mine. I have to step back. I can't ruin his marriage just because I love him. I'm not like that. I'm just his past." Kataku hiba.