Rejected by one Alpha, Loved by another

Chapter 29 - a moaning mess

Finley's POV

A few weeks have passed, Me and Esme haven't exactly spoken much, whenever I do try to sort it out she shuts me out.

It's now Christmas Day morning and I feel like shit. I didn't go to bed with Naomi last night instead I told her I'd be spending a bit of time with my sister. After she had tried to shut us both out and push us away Jaxon managed to calm her down and get her into bed, Doing what I don't want to know. I asked him if I could stay with her for the night and he was more than happy to let me.

"Es" I speak softly.

"Please don't okay I won't explain anything anymore but just know...I don't blame you, okay I don't hate you I made that choice to protect you because if I lost you it would have killed me more than what they did to me" she tells me while sobbing.

We're both laying on the bed and I turn her to me while hugging her. "I was actually going to say you look like shit," I say with tears in my eyes. She bursts out laughing and it's a sound I have come to hear often since being here.

"Well. Crying and messy hair and comfy clothes will do that to you, you know"

"Finn"

"Yeah?"

"I love you. And merry Christmas" she says while poking me and smiling.

"I love you too big sis. And Merry Christmas to you too. Now can you stop trying to push Jaxon away? I don't think I can listen to him whining about you being a dick anymore" I say while poking her back and laughing.

"I can't help it. Besides from you, no one's ever loved me the way he does and I feel like it's a dream that going to end soon and I don't want it to Finn"

"It's not a dream I can promise you that much," I say back to her while moving her hair out of her face.

"And how do you know that"

I start laughing and then I pinch her...

" What the bloody hell was that for?"

"Does it hurt?"

"Yes...why did you pinch me"

"You're definitely not dreaming. He's a good man Es. He loves you. And he cried....he cried in front of everyone when he found out you were pregnant"

"I think he went into sympathy for me and my hormones." She says while wiping her nose and laughing.

"I love him, Finn. I really love him. And he's good to me I don't feel scared around him, and he even laughs when I try to mimic his Alpha Male act or tell him the worst jokes ever, he doesn't get annoyed when I take up half the bed and when I get grumpy in the morning and he finds it funny. He's got such a beautiful laugh and I find it cute when he talks in the morning with this deep husky voice because he can't be arsed to talk much and what he does say is usually Blaze because he's a horny wolf. I want to make this work but what if I am too broken for him?"

Did she just have a heart-to-heart with me...? The one I thought would never talk about love and affection or her feelings?

Hmm...

"Only one way to find out Es".

After I asked if I could spend some time with Esme I had a powder which makes Jaxon's scent disappear briefly unless he washes it off. It's odourless but he's been at the door for the last 20 minutes listening. I asked him to so he knew how she felt if I was able to get her to open up. She won't admit it to him, her pride wouldn't let her do it. So I had to get it out of her.

"And what's that then? And don't say something shit like 'Ooo just go and see him you're a tough nut you'll do it' because I'm not. I'd get to his door and then forget where my balls went. And how can I look into those eyes and tell him things it took ages for me to tell you of all people? You're the female in our sibling relationship"