Rejected by one Alpha, Loved by another

Part 35 - 1 month later

Esme's POV

It's been over a month now since me and Jaxon have been able to put a lot of the stuff that happened past us, we miss our baby so much and I always think what would I look like heavily pregnant now, would I have a small bump or would I be big. The image makes me smile but also cry and I've been doing that recently. No one knows we're trying again but I believe I've put more weight on which is good he keeps saying. And then complains that my scent has changed a little bit but we haven't really been able to do much as last week he went away for a few days to another pack and only got back yesterday.

"Jaxon" I say while sorting out some clothes. I officially moved into his room and I get told off whenever I call it his room as it's now our room instead. I usually roll my eyes which results in a disagreement on how I'm too sassy for my own good and it'll get me in trouble one day. Just thinking about it makes me roll my eyes and sigh because I find it funny.

"Yes princess"And this is where I admit the one thing I didn't think I'd be doing so soon. "I'm late"

He looks up at me and I can see something flash through his eyes. Worry perhaps?"How late princess?" I think that's one thing I adore about this man. Nothing bothers him and when I'm grumpy or have cramps or I'm hungry and bored and clingy at the time of the month he accepts it and helps me. He also knows when I'm on my period as wolves have heightened sense of smell and it makes me feel uncomfortable because I hate it but it doesn't bother him at all.

"A week. I just thought I was stressed perhaps I have been I don't know""Have you told anyone baby?" I look at him with tears in my eyes, I don't know who to tell, I wouldn't know what to say or if they would judge me for it been to soon. "No. They might think it's too soon I don't know"

"Okay. Okay it's okay baby let's just take a test to be certain and then we will tackle that bridge if and when we approach it okay. I'll go to the store now and buy you one and I'll pick up some sweets and snacks okay"

I nod and he kisses my head before he leaves. He's been with me in our room this afternoon as works been flowing nicely recently and he didn't want to leave me as he had been away for a few days and he knew I missed him. Me and my brother are still closer than ever and his mate Naomi is pregnant as well! He's making me an aunt and we couldn't be more happier about it!

An hour later Jax returns and I'm slumped on the bed crying. Why....I don't have a clue. I wipe my tears and I'm sitting up when I hear him chuckling because oh something. "What's wrong" I ask him. "You look adorable you know that right. Why are you crying baby"

" I don't even know. But can I have the box please I'm going to make sure we know I'm sure it's negative because I'm usually like this when I'm close to the time of the month" he hands over the box and I head into the bathroom that adjoins to our room so we have privacy as well. And about 5 minutes later I'm flipping the test over and I'm crying....like full blown crying which makes Jaxon rush in and see what's going on.

"We're....pregnant Jax"

He takes the test from my hands and I see tears in his eyes. He's emotional just as I am and I can't help but throw my hands around his neck and embrace him so tightly like my life depended on it.

"Oh goddess Esme! I can't believe this! I honestly can't believe this" he says as he lifts me off the floor and spins me around making me feel sick. As soon as he drops me I'm straight away being sick.

"Oh joys. Here I am again" I say as I laugh because it's a feeling I did miss. I missed knowing my baby was creating havoc for me even though he wasn't here yet. Me and Jaxon have half an hour before we travel to the pack doctor and she does an ultrasound on me and asks a few questions."When did you start having unprotected sex Luna?"

"About 5 weeks ago doc" she takes some notes, bloods and every other tests she needed just to be safe, she also checked my scar to make sure the issue on the outside was healing nicely and it had, I felt discomfort sometimes but I was good. Then she did the ultrasound and my eyes snapped to my baby. I looked at Jaxon and I couldn't help but smile. Beaming smile."Congratulations Alpha, Luna your 3 weeks and 3 days" she says as she hands me us our photo of little Bean. He or she is so big already.

"I thought I had a good baby that's all. But I was...I am pregnant and it's all really happening again" I say as I kiss Jaxon's lips in a passionate kiss all over again.After heading back to the pack house for some time to chill out and take it all in Jaxon holds a meeting for the whole pack in the ground main hall which seats 350 but has room for people to stand and mingle. Once there we are both greeted by everyone including Jacob and Robyn and my brother. Naomi is about 5 maybe 6 weeks pregnant now and she looks big! Beautiful but they're having a little boy.

"Hey es. What's the meeting for?" Finn asks confused. "You'll see" I say with no emotion on my face as I didn't want to spoil the surprise as not even his mom and dad know yet."Good evening everyone Thankyou for coming here tonight. I have a few announcements to make tonight but first of all, how are we all tonight?" Jaxon asks which the crowd responds with cheers and happy applause which quietens down when he stops laughing with them and turns to face me.

"I would like Esme to join me as this is something I can't do alone"I see the confused faces of the crowd and I smile knowing how clueless everyone is being especially my twin.

"As you all know nearly 2 months ago Esme was shot which resulted in her loosing our baby boy. Well I came home yesterday to a very cranky and grumpy woman crying her eyes out at a kids TV show"

Everyone laughs and I find myself laughing along with them because yes...it did happen and yes...I don't regret it because it was sad."Well today...my lovely, beautiful fiancé found out that she's pregnant and is just over 3 weeks gone"

Gasps follow through the crowd and here comes the 'isn't it too soon' comments but nothing there's cheers and laughter's and wolf howls and my heart fills with pure excitement. Jacob Robyn and Finn all run on stage hugging me and congratulating us on our new addition to the family and they also couldn't wait as Naomi and Finn are too expecting so babies will be the same age and it amazes me how loving everyone is being."I love you Jaxon!"

"I love you too baby. So much! You have yet again made me a daddy and I cannot wait for this new chapter with you! But you're staying at home. No way am I taking any chances with you this time and please just bloody listen to me"

I chuckle but I agree. I would have until baby is here anyway I have art supplies and baking things and a ton of people to talk to and I have all the time in the world to now watch The vampire diaries and then rewatch them when Jax is in bed so it doesn't look like I've been watching them. I laugh internally and I feel pride. My heart feels full of love and emotions I never thought I'd have. Ever.All thanks to my mate. My finances. And my baby's dad.Jaxon.