Rejected by one Alpha, Loved by another

Chapter 38 - New life

Esme's POV

So far everything's being going great. Now that me and Reggie are home we have had so many people just coming over and wanting to meet him, meet the next Alpha of our pack and I honestly feel so grateful to be here...with Jaxon and Finn and also my new family. The family I didn't think I would ever get and now I do I don't want to give it up. I don't want to wake up if this is a dream I just want to live in this life.

"What's up princess?"
I look up to see my future husband and the father to our baby standing above me in our room with our son tucked under his arm...his broad, tattooed arms with so much pride. The same sort of pride that I love to see in him.

"Just sitting here dreaming. Now that we're home it feels real. Everything feels so real and I'm scared that it's all a dream Jax. I'm scared that non of this is real" I say with all honesty speaking.

"Listen. Give me a minute let me put little man back in his crib and we will talk okay"

"Okay"

After a few minutes of listening to Jaxon singing Reggie back to sleep and tucking him away he sits on the best next to me and takes my hands in his. "Look at me Es"

Gradually lifting my gaze to his I sit and look directly into his beautiful Brown eyes...that's one thing I have noticed in the brothers they both have the same features as their father but not much from their mother, is that how Reggie is going to be?
" you've just had a baby, your feeling drained as it is but you have done so so well, in the course of 5 months you have improved so much since arriving here and none of this is a dream Esme, Finn too has the same emotions...it must be a twin thing but when I tell you this princess it's because you need to hear it....your the best mother that our little boy could ever have, your the best fiancé I could have and I'm so so lucky to call you mine! Now shut up and come kiss me before our little man wakes up"

Wiping away the tears that have formed in the corners of my eyes I lean forward and give Jax the most heart felted kiss I have ever given anyone before and it feels so nice and warm to be in this new life with the man I love. The way the pack has opened me and Finley with open arms has been something I could of only dreamt about this time 1 year ago, even 7 months ago but now that it's finally here it feels so nice to have this and I don't want it to go so I cling onto everything I have with the strength I have gotten over time.

"We're hosting an annual Gala this weekend for 6 different packs...your old pack is there but me and Charlie have being discussing that we think we should not invite them"

I have gotten stronger
I have gotten braver
I have no more panic attacks
I have become a mother
I am okay.

" no it's okay. I have become stronger, I have become happier and more confident than I was when they first showed up. I went through child birth with no epidural because little man chose to come then instead of waiting. I have you"

"Are you sure?"

Jaxons question seems more like a worried expression across his facial features that I can't really pick at this moment in time, I'm good...I can do this.

"Baby, have faith in me. I'm fine with it I'll be with you and Finley anyway...Shit...Finn? Did you tell him?"

"We have. He said that he would rather you choose whether they come or not, he's happy with any choice you make. Oh and...we have so,etching to discuss as well..."

"Hmm...go on" I say with a slight smile etched onto my face.

"You've taken me in, you've accepted me and you have been more of a mother than my own mother could have ever been and I'm truly grateful to you and Jacob. Your my mother Robyn."