Rejected by one Alpha, Loved by another

Chapter 64 - Confessions Part 1

Esme's POV

Darkness enveloped me, suffocating me in ways it hasn't before. The air was heavy with the scent of damp soil even though its summer time, a nice reminder that I am still alive. It was also nice of them, whoever it is, to keep me in an uncomfortable dress to sit in, I'm putting up a heavy wall where my emotions lay so no one can see that I am scared shitless and I want to cry. Fear gnawed at my core as I struggled to piece together the memory to which I can't actually remember. Bits and pieces keep popping in to my mind, but I can't tell what's real and what I am trying to think has happened or did happen.

My head throbbed with an incessant ache, and I can't feel Alana either so whatever has happened it is also effecting her too! Panic surged through my veins as I realized the grim truth: I had been kidnapped.

How had I ended up here? Where was I? And most importantly, did anyone know I was missing? My thoughts raced, but they led only to dead ends.

As I lay there in the suffocating darkness, my mind raced back over the events of the past few hours.. I had been at the ball with Jaxon, and some of the pack members who was Mateless, I had danced and laughed with everyone and enjoyed my time without worry. I had spoken to Adeline but it wasn't her that I saw...It wasn't even Dylan that I had seen when I went into the bathroom. Dylan may be a coward and may have abused me, but he knew I was married to an Alpha and probably knew of Luca being my father so he wouldn't do this...then the memory came back quite painfully, they had grabbed me, covered my face after, and injected me with something...probably wolves Bain. Then I was forced me into a van, and driven away at breakneck speed.

"Oh look...Bitch is awake" I noticed that voice all too well. She was one...just one of Adeline's puppets who did her dirty work if she needed to stay afloat with Dylan and His father.

"Jessica" I said with a little annoyance on my voice.

"Oh look, Little miss Luna thinking she can have attitude. well guess what Mutt...once an omega always an omega. Just because you have your little boyfriend and brother on your side doesn't mean shit. One Alpha is nothing compared to the damage we can inflict on you. One word from Dylan and Adeline and you're as good as dead." she said with a chuckle. Her voice sends my brain into a frenzy. Screechy and annoying is one thing but her voice is above all of that. I felt hollow right now, I couldn't stand her smugness.

"Well, Thankfully my father will also look too then and his pack and my sisters. You can play this game, you think you have won this battle but you won't win it Jessica so just let me go"

"I have no idea what anyone sees in you. Your nothing, you know, when Adeline proposed this plan to me I saw it as a means to an end...a way to end your pathetic life. And once she told Dylan about it...yeah he wasn't impressed but he my friend...soon came on board"

I actually snorted with laughter. Here I am, scared out of my mind because I feel like this is going to be the end of me and I snorted because this is the same girl who never once spoke directly to me, she hurt me, she used me as a punching bag and she told shit about me yes...but she never once spoke to me.

"You know Jessica...It's funny because in the years I have known you, you have never once spoken to me. Everyone always did that for you and you became a little puppet to Adeline and her lackeys but you never once made eye contact to me because if you did, you would have seen the hurt in me" I said with confidence even though deep down I wanted to break down. I wanted to shut off all my emotions and just call it quits but I didn't. I spent far too many years yearning for this life, I have two very beautiful, very happy children at home who will wait for me to come home and I want to arrive home to them and not die down here.

I sat there waiting and waiting for her to say something. Something that just made me snap because I have had enough, I was hungry and I wanted to see my husband and my kids. I can't believe I'm actually down here In all honesty. The smell of soil and blood is not something I ever imagined would smell so good, and yes... I was correct because I actually want to be sick right now. I don't even know what time it is, what day it is, or how long I have been down here for.