𝓛𝓮𝓸𝓷 𝓚𝓮𝓷𝓷𝓮𝓭𝔂| 𝗜𝗺𝗮𝗴𝗶𝗻𝗲𝘀 𝗕𝗼𝗼𝗸 𝟯

Mutual Benefits| Request| Smut

I'm being childish. I know that. But I'm not quitting. Not when Leon acts so distant with me, even after three years of friendship, but doesn't hesitate to let his guard down when a random woman in red tries to kill him.

Of course it doesn't help that I'm a little jealous. Leon and I get along most of the time, harmlessly throwing flirty compliments to each other and sometimes hanging out after work hours, but we've never crossed our invisible line. I'm not even sure there's a line to cross since Leon still keeps me at bay, not entirely opening up to me or letting me be around as much as I'd want to. That often leads to a few bickering moments, but we always make up and move on.

I don't know how much longer I can deal with my one sided crush though. Especially not after seeing the way he looked at the woman from his past as she held a gun to his head only an hour ago, when we were vulnerable in the castle.

"Why are you mad at me?" Leon asks as he jogs to catch up with me, his hand grabbing my shoulder. I turn and pin him with a glare, lips pinching together to show I'm not talking. Leon sighs, shaking his head as if trying to keep his cool with me. "We can't be at our best if we're angry with each other."

My brows lift. I scoff, fully stopping and turning to face him in the corridor as I cross my arms over my chest. "Why the fuck are you mad at me?" I ask a little defensively.

It's Leon's turn to press his lips together, both of us holding back. He breaks first though, as usual opening his mouth to try and lighten the situation since tensions are high. "You always get so pissed whenever I don't explain something to you, it's infuriating. Now tell me why you're mad?"

I shake my head, pointing a finger at him. "No, no way. Not until we sort this new revelation out. I have a right to be mad when you hide something from me. We've known each other for years, we've almost died together and killed together, surely by now you can trust me?"

"I do! But you're not mad because I'm distant, you're mad because you're jealous of other people-"

"I do not get jealous!" I argue, huffing as I roll my eyes. Leon sees through my act though, his lips lift a little as he watches me.

"You do. It's obvious, and a little sexy, but that's not the point. I'm closer to you than anyone else, you just don't realise it. You don't need to know my past to know me." He softly says, but I'm not having it, plus my mind is spiralling at the words 'sexy' falling from his lips, so much so that I feel that space between my thighs growing wetter by the second.

"You're not as close to me as I want you to be." I whisper, feeling defeated and fed up of our constant merry go round relationship. Leon's eyes widen for a second, until his gaze snags on my hardened nipples showing through my shirt. He licks his lips, grabbing my hand as he looks up and down the corridor, then he pulls me into the nearest castle room, which happens to be a lounge area.

He locks the door, ignoring my questions and protests, then drags me to the rug by a lit fire, already pulling me closer to him by my waist. "Leon!" I snap, "What are you doing?"

"I care about you, even if you don't think I do. You get jealous, thinking I'm not feeling the same way you are, you're mad and upset about Ada and our history. So I'm opening up to you, giving you something that nobody else has had in a long time." He gently explains, cupping my cheek with a gloved hand as my breathing speeds up. This is so wrong to even be thinking of sex right now, but I'm not stupid enough to turn down a possible once in a lifetime opportunity.

"Giving me your cock isn't going to fix things." I debate, but Leon huffs a laugh, shaking his head as he leans in and presses his lips to mine.

"I'm, okay I am giving you that, but I meant my heart. I'm giving you my vulnerability Y/N."

My lips part when he draws away, but then he tugs me down onto the rug, already peeling off his clothes. I follow suit, not feeling embarrassed about my nakedness right now. Leon's eyes track my body as if memorising every inch, then he begins to lie on the rug, pulling me on top of him as his arms wrap around me, his lips connecting with my own deeper this time.

"I really want to fuck you," I moan, "but I don't think we have time for a few rounds, and I won't be able to stop. So can we...do other stuff?"

Leon's eyes darken as he nods, already I feel his length springing up, piercing my stomach as I grind myself against him, my wetness squelching around him. "Flip around, I wanna fuck you with my mouth." Leon groans. The dirty words send a shiver of pleasure up my spine as I do as instructed, turning around until my pussy is in his face, at the same time his cock is inches away from my lips, weeping and ready to be sucked.

We both move at the same time, Leon's mouth clamps onto my sex as I take him in my throat, slobbering around his length as he groans, the vibrations mixing with the feeling of his tongue kitten licking my folds. I arch my back, moaning around him as I bob my head, taking him as deep as I can until he's at the back of my throat and tears are streaming down my cheeks.

His hips buck, causing me to gag as my thighs squeeze around his head. "Fuck, I've dreamt about this scenario for too long. More times than I should have." Leon mumbles, hands digging into my hips as I begin to rock against his face.

"I've touched myself to the thought of you fucking me like this too." I admit, gasping as he plunges a finger inside of me, working me at a steady pace. I use my hand to work the base of him I can't reach, smiling internally as Leon curses and groans.

"I can't open up to people, not unless they've been through the same shit I have," Leon begins as I feel myself get close, "you know the current version of me, that's who I want to be. I never told you my past because I'm not that person anymore. You've got nothing to be jealous baby, because you're my present and my future. You're my partner however you wanna take that."

For some reason those words do it for me. I come, crying out around his cock as he groans and spills inside of my mouth, both of us lapping up the releases like desserts. I pull away panting, then sit on the rug as Leon sits up, chin glistening. He reaches out, thumb brushing my lip as he smiles. "I want to be more than your partner Leon." I say.

"OK. In my head you're already so much more, you always have been even when you didn't think I felt the same. I've been a coward."

I shake my head, tracing a faint scar on his chest as I get to my knees and cup his jaw. "We both should have admitted it, but at least now it's all out in the open."

Leon turns his head, kissing my hand, then we begin to get dressed with a new goal; get home as fast as we can so we can pick up where we left off.