Burning Hearts

65. 𝐅𝐞𝐚𝐫

Chapter-65

Shiva's POV

I won't say I haven't experienced fear before. I have. When I lost her, I was afraid, scared and even felt hopeless.

It was three years ago. That was the first time I experienced such fear.

And ever since that incident, fear didn't dare to bother me.

Parul doesn't talk much via messages. She only replies with okay, hmm, yes, no.

Although I feel the urge to smash her phone into pieces, I don't force her to text me like normal people do.

Well, Parul isn't normal.

She is Special.

A wonder.

She isn't a fool she considers herself to be. She knows very well that I love her with every ounce of my being and I will never, ever kill her.

She knows it.

She keeps calling me Dangerous, Notorious. But the real danger is...

My love for her and her effect on me.

When she wasn't picking up calls, I felt a weird pain inside my chest. I almost....almost felt helpless.

Despite the power and influence I have, I felt helpless.

When I learnt about her escape, my heart literally skipped several beats. At first, it was anger that I felt.

But when Mansoor informed me about her location, what I felt was terror. Pure, raw fear.

Vikram was working on the gang rape case that happened a few weeks ago. But there were no possible leads.

And when Mansoor said Anandavan, I forgot to breathe.

If anything happened to her, I don't know what I would become.

I would have drunk their blood! Bloody bastards.

How dare he is to touch my Fianna? She is mine. Only mine.

I enjoyed the whole process of torturing them. Chopping hands, that small excuse of a dick, filthy tongue.... skinning him alive. It was thrilling.

The fear and the pain in their eyes gave me a different satisfaction. And the fear that I saw in her eyes...! It was beyond description.

She must fear me so that she will know better than to try that stunt again.

I've made arrangements already.

Everything will happen according to my plan.

She will be married to me and I will see how she will escape me again!

God forbade her from doing so.

I don't know what I will do if she tries it again. She will be hurt. That's all I can say.

Why the fuck does she want to run away from me?

Who loves her like me? No one. Not even her family!

My love for her is beyond words. If she even as much as asks me for my life, I will gladly die for her.

Who is dangerous now?

Paaru or me?

She holds so much power over me. She controls my feelings.

I don't know when it started but I feel bad when she isn't feeling good.

Despite the unmatchable thrill, I felt bad when she puked everything. She was crying and that made me feel a weird pain inside my chest.