Burning Hearts

54. 𝐇𝐢𝐝𝐞 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐒𝐞𝐞𝐤

Chapter -54

Parul's POV

" I will make you feel so much painful pleasure" his lips lingered on my lips.

" And you will crave every minute of it."

" And you are going to beg me..."

" to fuck you, every time..." he traced my bottom lip with his thumb finger, parting my lips.

" Even when you are sore and swollen with my child...you will be begging..." his hands briefly rested on my stomach, before he brought his hands to my face to cup my cheeks.

"Say my fucking name, Paaru!" He demanded, pinching my perky nipples.

" Oh...God...Shiva..." I moaned, throwing my head back.

" Oh, I am your God! Right now, you should call my name..the one that will make you cum!" he growled. His eyes gleamed with possession.

I don't know why but this scenario is playing in my mind again and again.

This is not what I want but this is how my fate is decided.

Lying in his bed, spooning with him, wearing his tee shirt, this is not what I wanted.

I don't want to be anywhere near Shiva.

Like Alcohol and cigarettes, he is dangerous to my health.

It's beyond my capability to stop his madness. Every time he confesses, my heart goes wild. There is so much sincerity and truth in his confession, that I cannot avoid.

Shiva's way of confessing is so raw and real. Nobody has said such things to me until now. And he knows how to make me feel special. Maybe special is a small word.

Whenever he tells me how important I am to him, how he prioritises me over anything, I feel like I'm on top of the world.

Is it fair to feel like that without acknowledging his feelings towards me?

I'm not sure.

Every time he confesses, I fight the urge to acknowledge it.

I cannot avoid it.

Although I am refusing to acknowledge his love, it doesn't make it any lie. Does it?

It's true.

And....

It's scary.

And still, he calls me dangerous. Of course, winning against him felt beyond words. I was so happy. When he said I was dangerous, it felt true. But now that I think about it, no one can be as dangerous as Mr. Shiva with dark chocolate brown eyes.

He is sleeping peacefully, holding me like I would run away at any given minute. He doesn't look scary right now.

Not even a bit.

He looks almost innocent. Like a small kid.

How can I compare this monster to a kid?

He is not innocent. He is cruel. He threatened me with Aryan's life.

That's right.

He is cruel.

He is ruthless.

He is a manipulator.

He is a...

Everything that is not good.

He has locked me here. Not in literal terms. But he is not allowing me to go anywhere. He wants to cage me. That's his real intention and he calls it LOVE.