I Will Always Love You....

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well Steven is been in a coma for four weeks we don't even know when he's gonna wake up now Slash started to drink more and do heroin, ever since Steven been in a coma i feel lost...today i'm 6 week pregnant!! i woke up and felt a really bad cramps in my stomach anyway i get up walk to the bathroom i pee and i see blood in my panties i wipe and see more blood coming out of me "n-no.." i say i started to cry "Slash! come here please" i say i hear him sigh he walk in "what's wrong baby?" he say "i think i lost the baby.." i see his face drop "w-what do you mean you think lost the baby Nikki?" he ask i cry even more "well there's blood in my panties and my stomach hurt so bad Slash" i say he nod his head "well umm...let's go see the doctor maybe your in your period?" he say i didn't say anything i look at him and sigh "Slash i can't be in my period if i'm pregnant.." i say he nod his head 

*At the hospital*

"Miss Jenesse,  i'm sorry to inform you that you had a miscarriage i'm so sorry" the doctor said i nod my head i get up  walk back in the waiting room and see Slash "so what's wrong, what did the doctor said?" he say fuck i feel it's my fault that i lost our kid maybe it is..i look down i can't even look him in the eyes "that i had a miscarriage.." i say he doesn't say a thing and he hug me 

2 week later..

after that me and Slash lost the baby well shit went down i started to drink more then Slash more then everyone i know but i found something it was my safe place her name was heroin..i told my manger that he better cancel every photoshoot that was coming oh and Steven got out of coma! not to long after him and Pamela broke up yeah...i woke up and see that it's 4:45 PM i sigh i get up toke a shower and call my friend Perla we met backstage at a GNR show she's pretty fun to hang out with! "hey girl!!" she say "hey! so i was thinking maybe we could go to a bar tonight!!" i say she giggle "yeah sure i'm gonna pick you up at seven!! oh and wear something hot/sexy okay!!" she say i laugh "okay Perla see you later" i hang up i look in my closet and see this hot sexy baby pink dress, i see those silver high heels "perfect" i say to myself i put on some concealer, mascara and a lip bum i get dress and see Slash waking up i look at the time and see that it's 6:55 pm ever since i had my miscarriage Slash never been the same, last night i saw him kissing some groupie...and i don't want to say anything cause i don't want to lose him i already lost my baby...he wrap is arms around my waist and kiss my neck "where are you dress up like this looking all sexy" he say i turn around and smile "euh going out with Perla" i say he scoff "when are we gonna do something just me and you, if you know what i mean" he smirk 

one thing about Slash is that he was horny 24/7 he don't even care if i'm on my period! don't get me wrong i LOVE sex but there's limit but for Slash there's no limit  like last night we had sex allllllll  night! i heard knocking at the door Slash started to kiss my neck "okay Slash i need to go" i say he didn't care he grab me and put me on my desk he kiss my lips then my neck i moan "okay Slash" i moan i heard the door open and see Perla walk in "holy shit!" she say i push Slash away "bye Slash!" i took Perla hand and walk out of the house i get into her car "hey you okay?" she ask i nod my head "yeah..let's get drunk!!" i say 

Hey guys!!! i will try to post more anyway love you guys xoxo!!