Please read the note at the bottom, thank you.Y/N:
We sat nose to nose, my face in his hands. The evening golden light, illuminated Jason's eyes. Jason practically glowed in the golden light, I found my self wondering how I looked to him. But I found comfort in his exhales, warmth fanning against my face.
I watch has his gaze drops slightly, landing on my parted lips. I suck in a breath tensing, I so badly wanted him to kiss me. I didn't want anyone, but him, to do it.
It seemed like the most perfect time to kiss him, under the setting sun, I was in his embrace, and he stared at me so deeply. I've never been easy to reassure, but his eyes told me everything, they comforted me just by being.
But I couldn't ignore the dread that ebbed at me, the feeling of panic while I leant closer to Jason. This is what I wanted, so why was I so scared?
I tried to shrug it off, I did. Yet in the few seconds before I'm our lips met, I pulled away abruptly.
"I'm sorry." I rushed, instant guilt shrouds my mind.
"It's ok if you don't want to." Jason whispered to me, soothing my anxiety's.
"Nononono," I urged. "I- um, I'm just really nervous and stuff."
"Mhm," He hummed. My head still in his hands, while his thumb stroke below my eye. Smoothing my cold skin with his warmth.
Jason leans in, kissing between my scrunched eyebrows. I sigh and instantly, my face melts. Not a single drop of worry bothers me.
"It's ok, Y/n." Jason soothed, pulling back. His hands lifting from my face.
"M'come back." I mumble, grabbing his wrists.
He chuckles lightly, hands cupping my face again.
"Please don't feel pressured into anything." Jason leans forward, kissing my forehead again.
"Stop being a good person please." I sighed. Guilt clouding my mind.
"Mm, it's ok to be nervous." Jason smiled.
Gods, his smile.
"Take your time." He hushed, leading a trail of light feathery kisses along my neck.
I melt under his touch while my eyes close in bliss and I truly belive this is what Elysium feels like.
"Please Jason." I breathed.
Jason stares at me and he looks like he's going to absolutely combust, but he's never not cautious.
"My love," He said. "How sure are you-"
I made a quick, rash and utterly impulsive decision.
My lips were on Jason's and he was kissing me back.
I was kissing Jason Grace.
I was kissing Jason Grace.
And I couldn't have been happier. I felt like I was complete in Jason's hold while his lips danced with my own, our breaths mixing to create nothingness and everything all at once. His hand drifts from my face and curled in my hair, as if he was rooting him self to the very land below us.
We pulled apart and he beamed. Our breaths mwere ragged and our hair messy, but we were smiling.
"Wow." I chuckled dumbly, a rosy tint adorned my face.
"Wow indeed." Jason laughed softly.
"I love you Jason." I sighed, staring into his sky blue eyes.
"I love you Y/n." He said sheepishly.
I kissed Jason and the world didn't end.
Hey sorry I haven't been active lately, I'm trying.
I started school last week and right before that I started Antidepressants to help with anxiety and depression. These meds mess with my sleep and I'm not getting a lot right now so I'm tired after school and not able to do much.
I'll keep trying to update but it will be slow and with short stories.
Sorry again, I'll update soon.
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