THE COP AND THE POP STAR

CHAPTER 51: SURPRISE

                                                                              TOM'S VIEW

It's been a couple weeks since Jordan was here.

I love the time with Alyssa, but each day that passes it is getting harder for me, I want this guy caught. The fact that all the cops that are on this case, and he's staying one step ahead. Not going to lie. It scares me.

We are here for 3 more weeks, and then we have to go back for the Grammies. I am really hoping this guy is caught before then.

He's sent Alyssa hateful messages on IG. That just upsets her. I asked her to please not read them and just give her phone to me, so I can screen shot then delete.

But she gets quiet for the rest of the day after every message.

I feel so bad for her.  She can't live her life like a normal person. I didn't really realize it, the things that we take for granted.

Going out to eat with friends, going to the movies, going to hang out at a club, going to the store, going to get gas. Things that she can't do, especially not now.

I asked Alyssa one night if she regretted doing this singing becoming a star, and she told me that it has its disadvantages, her lack of privacy, and rumors about her in the media, and the fact that her personal life is on display for the world to see. But she doesn't regret it and would make the choice again because of her fans, and the hope that she can help people, feel better about themselves, or help them by knowing they aren't alone. And all the good she gets to do for the children.

Alyssa doesn't know it, but she's going to get a couple of visitors.  Judy and my mom.  Judy wrapped up her case, and so Adam said Judy could take a couple weeks off and come and see us.

I decided that since Alyssa was kind of down, that we would keep it a secret and she would be surprised.

Not sure who is more excited to come, Judy or my mom.

It amazes me that my mom has been a fan of Alyssa almost from day one of her career. I mean not that she's a fan, just that I wish she would have made me look at her, listen to her. The fact I'm the only one who didn't know who she was.

If she wasn't such a sweet girl, then I'd have totally ruined my chance with her when she hit my car, the way I reacted, getting so mad at her, insulting her driving. I hate the words I said. She was hurt from what Rob was saying, and then I verbally attack her. I'm so glad she forgave me. I mean she didn't hurt my car at all, she did more damage to Jordan's car than mine. 

My mom texted me to tell me that they were on Jordan's plane, and that she would see us soon.

                                                                                        ALYSSA'S VIEW:

As much as I cherish this time I have alone with Tom. I can't help but worry, each day that passes and this guy isn't caught.

I keep praying that they catch him, and that they get him the help he needs, and he isn't injured when they arrest him, that everyone is safe, he goes into custody peaceably.

Each day that passes, my anxiety is getting worse. I can't hardly keep from thinking about the fact that in a few weeks we are going to have to go home.

For the Grammies. I don't want to go. I wish I could back out. I honestly don't know how I am going to get up on stage and sing in front of a live audience, all those stars, and fans in the audience, let alone on tv, with what happened between me and Rob. Not to mention the fact my stalker is probably going to try and attend. It's been announced that I'm going to be performing, and also up for 6 awards.