THE COP AND THE POP STAR

CHAPTER 57: DRAMA ON THE RED CARPET

                                                                                       TOM'S VIEW

I hate this. Alyssa is getting bombarded. Questions and some of these people are just rude.

She's getting asked about Rob.  No wonder she was scared and having panic attacks.

I didn't realize it would be like this.  Yet that girl is strong. No one would know she was scared and dreading this.  She's being sweet and has a million-dollar smile on her face. But I wonder what she's thinking.

I mean, I'm getting jealous at any guy who talks to her, and she and I are just friends.

I can't imagine her telling me she's in love with me, and getting to make love to her, and then finding out it was all a lie, and she was going behind my back sleeping with another man.

I would kill him. It would destroy me.

I mean I wasn't in love with Jackie, and I would not have cared if we broke up, it was casual, but the betrayal I took it hard. The fact I trusted someone, and they stabbed me in the back at work like that.

If I gave my heart to Alyssa, and then she turned around and lied to me over and over and cheated on me, it would shatter me, and not sure I could survive it.

Not sure I would want to survive it. But I know I'd go after the guy she slept with and kill him. I don't know how I'd even be able to make it to work, and here she has to face the media like this.

 I can put myself in Alyssa's shoes. She loved this jerk. She thought he loved her. She thought he would want to marry her, and spend the rest of his life with her, and he was lying to her, and sleeping with her and other women.

I can't imagine having to go through all that pain and heartbreak, and then have it thrown in your face, see it in comments, and remarks from fans and people who don't even know you, and then have to come in front of television cameras and have rude reporters ask you all about Rob, and how it will feel to see her ex.  

What kind of sick people are they asking her how she will feel when she sees Rob and his girlfriend who he dumped Alyssa for.

Talk about rude question, and for the record that is not what happened.

She found out about him cheating and dumped his ass.

He's punishing her because of getting dumped.

He's mocking her, he enjoys hurting her.

I loudly yelled at that dickwad reporter who asked her that question and said, "you got that wrong, she dumped his ass."

But doing that made them turn all their attention on me and now Alyssa is getting bombarded with questions about me. Was I in a gang? In prison? We don't look like we have anything in common.

That last question hurts because it's true, we are in different worlds. I'm an everyday normal guy who is a cop.

She's a beautiful pop star.

Even though she doesn't flaunt who she is, or her wealth, or her popularity, you'd never know it from hanging out with her. You would have no clue she was a famous pop star. But the fact remains she is.

She's a celebrity, and I'm a nobody.

It did make me laugh though, because she went off script a little about our meet story.

She said we met through her dog Jake. And then she tried explaining it, and it was funny. She said that she was walking Jake at a park and I was walking at the park, and then Jake took off running after a squirrel and then she dropped the leash and couldn't catch Jake, but I could, so I gave him back to her.