For the whole week, my husband and I's routine was the same.
Sabay kaming gumigising, nagbrebreakfast, pumupunta ng Deep Sea because I was helping him there, and then we'll go home together.
It was a repetitive routine but I didn't get tired of it or get bored because I was with him.
Literally, my life had never been boring since I met him because he always found ways to entertain me, kahit na kadalasan sa mga ways na 'yon ay source of stress ko.
And since a week had already passed, balik eskwela na kami at mamaya na ang release ng grades namin.
I was a little anxious just like every time even though I knew I did so good because there was always this little doubt na away akong lisanin.
Right now, I was just chilling in my office while doing some paperworks na hindi ko nagalaw last week, pero hindi ako makapag focus dahil kanina pa nakatitig sa akin si Wren.
Wala siyang ginagawa. He wasn't talking. He was just literally staring at me, at sigurado ako na sa oras na nag angat ako ng tingin sa kanya ay doon na siya mag uumpisang daldalin ako.
"Get your eyes off me," I told him without lifting my head to meet him.
I continued shuffling the papers on my desk but I was observing him from my peripheral vision.
There, he leaned on the chair across my desk and took a piece of flower from the vase. He sniffed it and sighed after.
"What's bothering you?" I asked—finally looking at him because his behavior intrigued me.
"Wala," he uttered—shaking his head once.
I raised my right brow in suspicion and put down the papers on my hand before leaning on my swivel chair and crossing my arms.
"What is it?" I asked again.
Sighing, he gazed at me and licked his lower lip.
"Kasi naisip ko, paano pag nag move out na 'yong anak natin for college tapos babae pa siya?"
My mouth parted because he said it like he was really hurting from the thought.
Why...why was he already thinking about that?
"We only kissed, Wren," I calmly told him even though I was stressed inside.
I rested my elbows on my desk and hid my face on my palms while slightly tugging my hair.
Ito na nga ba ang sinasabi ko. I shouldn't have kissed him because he'd make it a big deal.
"Pero paano nga?" He crossed his legs.
Pressing my lips together, I stared at him and waited to see if he was really serious with this topic.
Staring back at me, he also waited for my response so I groaned and opened my mouth to talk.
"Napaka OA mo. Parang stupid."
For some unknown reason, rage suddenly filled me up kaya mabilis akong tumayo sa swivel chair ko at hinablot 'yong bag ko bago ako lumabas ng office.
Agad din naman siyang sumunod at naglakad sa tabi ko.
"Seryoso nga, love. Anong masasabi mo?"
"You're overthinking." I rolled my eyes. "Don't be afraid because I wouldn't have children with you."
Mas binilisan ko ang paglalakad, habang siya naman ay hindi nakagalaw kaya naiwan siya roon sa kung nasaan kami kanina.
I didn't bother to look back. I just continued on our way until I reached the classroom, where my friends were.
