Despite the circumstances, emotions, ideas, and logic,
those same things that made me see the present as the past
made me understand that
apparently hallucinations after all.
And i ask myself
is it just
for now?
For a moment i was not sad,
but i still hear strange sounds at night,
and i wonder, what was real
in the false.
Maybe i was never scared of ghosts,
maybe it was just the fear of what they meant
maybe, the forever after all
is everything i fear.
